hmm does d whole spore has a blackout? LOLX! there was a blackout just now! woo woo everyone was screaming dwnstair. candles were all lit up. so cool baby!

well nth much to mention lah. just wan to touch on d BLACKOUT THINGY lolx. im lame i noe but i just loooove been lame.

my printer has completely proven itself to be OLD. it actually has a burnt smell. whoa. gonna get a new printer real soon or i will end up photocopying other ppl's lect, lab n tut notes.

tdae was hMM. OK LAH. hohos. tdae is d official reopening of sch for many rite? wah miss those days! lolx. whereby there will be spotchecks, blablabl, headaches of handling up d homework. wahah. yea i ACTUALLY miss all those stuff..

btw i didnt mention much abt my class rite? haa.. well i shall mention some lah. there's a equal numbers of boys n gers - 11guys & 11gers.
most of them r alrite lah. nth much abt there. those ppl i hang ard more would be d chi gers in my class - ru xuan; lynn; gina; choo poh; rachael.
wanna get to noe more abt 2 mly gers in my class but they kinda like fling me off. so well i accept tat LOLX. heck.

monyets i miss u guys so much tat i place our pic in my file. others tink im MAD.

btw went to collect my o lvl cert tdae. d result sux. i wish i could do better. boohoo.

n took a few snaps [actually is alot lah] on pink's digi cam. I WANT A DIGI CAM ALSO!! I WAN GO DIGI!!!

i wan go digi n snap at everything i see. lolx. syidah sae she cant imagine me wif a digi cam cos i will surely use up all its memory in one day! im in need of a digi caammmmm! oh yah. wan a flip phone too.

i wan someone hu print bank notes.

i have a toothache.. BOO BOO.

g r a d u a t i o n . c o n c e r t

wonderful nite i shall sae! :D it was nice lah though i still tink last year it was better. everyone was all dressed up wee wee. lolx. it feel SO GOOD to c all my frens once again. mixed emotions. lolx d sec5 dressed in black&white.. dressed to kill uh. n yea they look wonderfuuuuuul~!

amad is cool. he pinched my cheek. i miss him so much! lolx. and i went CRAZY wen i c boyao!!!!! I WENT CRAZY!!! lolx. omg i was like screaming my head off wen he received his prize on stage. gosh miss 4/3 so much. chen si slim dwn sooo much! lolx n woo i saw so many so many so many ppl last nite. all those i miss everyday! waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh

den time to sae gudbye lah. so sad ;( everyone was flashing their cameras. wah lao. wen will i c them all again? I DONT WANT TO SAY GOODBYE boo boo.

wah lao. i love 25/06/04 lah.

i hate to say goodbye
i hate to leave you guys.

p/s: hey all dearies frens, just wanna tell u ppl that all of u look so pretty&handsome yest nite. it has always been my luck tat i noe all of u :)

wah lao! kids nowadays uh.. they nv use their eyes wen they run/walk man.. bump into me den make my fucking heavy&thick book drop den he himself fell dwn.. den his mummy come scold me seh.. wahhhh bth ahh!

typical singaporeans uh.. go up d bus die die must squezze even though there are TWO bus number3. wah lao squezze until i flat sia. be considerate lah!
n wahhh again my computer very powerful ah! i leave it alone for around 10secs n it actually can restart on its own.. somemore TWICE ah!

haa saw my pops tdae. ooh he's cute LOLX. n oh yea huiwen IS cute [but not d one in my class uh. her makeup seem TOO THICK].

nadira is succcchhh a monkey.. oh whoa i love her so much lolx!

yea thnks syed for ur message on d doddleboard. lolx true uh.. it take time but i noe its gonna be long! lolx. anyway gudluckie for ur orientation! :D

so cool! everyone is starting sch.. or at least gonna haf their orientation!

p/s : anyway tmr is 25/06!

ooh i tink i hang on too much on the past? i miss u guys too much lah. cant get all of u outta of my mind! lolx but tats bad uh. i couldnt reali adapt to my poly life. lolx. im like putting this sian-ed face almost everydae lah. i miss those times...! REALI COULDNT WAIT FOR 25-06-04!!

eh btw anyone going bck to collect o level cert please msg me uh! i oso wan to go back n take uh. is it before 30th june? msg me at 9******* (okies just been lame lah)

woo woo faizah is having her orientation tmr! so i hope she will haf a wonderful time uh!! :D

- learn to love and treasure each and everyone; especially all those close to your heart. cause when you enter another chapter in your life, you will realise that they gave you the most unforgettable and wonderful memories.

7:41pm
did i mention i like my hair? ;D
lolx. im flooding my own bloggg!!

7:06pm
oh i put shampoo on my body n shower gel on my hair. hahaa. sotsot.
tmr is officially d starting of poly! gonna make it BIG over there..
not homework wise; but maybe personal wise!
chim chim!
syidah is bacccckkk! *shake butt*
btw i really MISSES you people!!

6:28pm
hohos. i got my hair cut trimmed cut hmmm..
i got a haircut! not bad uh. at least better den b4.. i got very thick hair!
i like d ger hu cut my hair.. pretty&nice! gonna go d salon dwnstair nxt time again!

5:45pm
i wan to get at least smth done b4 poly starts tmr.. grrr.
shopping! but darn no1 go wif me ;(

forgo my chance to go sentosa wif them cos got some family stuffs to settle. shitty man. ;
he sux

AT THIS MOMENT

::what you::
- miss: d old timesss..!
- hope: i can get used to new environment ahh
- need: shopping
- want: shopping
- thinkinG: not thinking but worrying abt 21/6!

::who you::
- miss: 4/3..
- need: d monkeys
- have a crush on: hmm?

::when was the last time you::
- feel truly happy: d last paper of o lvl n gathering of monkeys
- cried: hohos
- got angry: wenever i c his shitting face

CuRrENtlY

::what is your/are you::
- mood: bored; not-so-happy
- feeling: sian-ed
- doing: eating hairy fruit. rambutan is it? forget how to spell. die!
- listening to: bro toking
- looking at: my hp.
- thinking about: y do i haf to study n tmr's sentosa

::do you think you will::
- laugh: lesser n lesser n lesser
- be doing: a great dae at sentosa!
- make a new friend: hopefully uh, if not i die in tp
- quarrel with someone: nono

*talalala* im back! anyone misses me? hohos.

kl ooh i spotted d shoes i wanted over there but darn! wen i walk bck; the shop already closed den d nxt morning d shop haven even start business ;\ d hotel was ok ah. lolx. time sq's roller coaster seem all sooo f-u-n!.
genting wahha! guess hu i saw?! i saw mr heok! yes u hear me right! mr HEOK lolx. he's a gud teacher uh, tats y got impression of him! *talalal* i love d roller coaster over there.!
melaka ahhaha. its shopping&eating time.! lolx bought so many food bck. ooh im such a p*g!
jb eating time again! lolx. night time uh, not much ppl.. soo boring!
woodlanes checkpoint i got a shock of my life! lolx. my relatives' visa to spore already expired! so darn! they couldnt enter spore anymore ;\ so ME haf to follow them inside d office. wah d air was still inside sio. *scared* luckily d officer was gud uh. he gave special permission! if not we haf to go back kl den blablabl den do all sort of things den we can come back spore. thnks god!

alah stories along d way lah. lolx. so lazy to type. btw i still haf tis bad feeling against tp uh. hhaha hope it will go away soon. so *talalla* anyone misses me? :D

yea i saw a rainbow n some living cows! yea! they r eating grasss.. haha cute uh

oh btw did i mention tat i saw this car wif d carplate number : MAS 0923? ;D

read masie blog just now. wth man.

"...i pity last yr's 4/3 and 4/4, aft they got their results, their class has practically and openly been shamed by almost every single teacher who teaches us. poorthings. but hey, serves them right, i din like most of them anyway :D o wait, i din like most of the sec 4s last yr at all! what a revalation..." an excerpt from someone's blog..

i WAN to noe hu said those things.! wth. no hard feelings uh. just wan to noe.. anyway last yr we all somehow or rather know that not all teachers or students like our 4e3. but wth (again), they all pretended to like us, saying we r all so active n allsortsofthings. they all treat us as a bunch of monkeys; failures, hu only care abt playing whole dae long n not studying. but DID they see what we all did for o level? we all did tried to work hard, coming back for extra lessons and doing d test papers from other schs..

n for that person hu wrote tat in his/her blog. shit u. we dun need any pity. though our results aint tat gud but i guess we all noe we did our best. at least we haf fun studying. its ur prob tat u dun like most of them.

oh fuck. bv sucks. old times are somehow better. i bet the ppl dwn at bv now must be laughing in their hearts whenever we goes back. they must be thinking that we still haf d cheek to go back after we got such shitting, digusting, lousy result? damn bv. all-so-not-looking-fwd-to-concert ;

yest my orientation sux.
my class is soooo boring!
save mEEEE.!

arggh. i dunno how to mix ard uh. ppl dun wan mix wif me lolx ;( watever lah

sorry ah ridz; didnt go ur bdae thingy.! will get ur pressie soon after i got my pay uH!
masie n ppl! lets look fwd to graduation concert! woo woo!
tp sux. 21st is a sucky daaaeee.

hohos. didnt go for my orientation tdae. sucky lah

- wondering when i could adapt to my new poly and new class.. *sigh*

another sad,bad day as usual..

nadira called me just now.. haa almost cry in d middle of d street.. cant wait for orientation.! just wanna get away from them!

tdae i shall write abt happy things! woo woo..

ooh went to my nephew's hse.. ooh evan is soo smart! love him to bits! he spotted me wen he was standing at d door den he flashed his big grin! woo woo i love his smile! contagious ah! at once, all d bad stuffs seem to disappear ah.! i wan to live wif themmmm..! den he is so kpo [just like me!] but he smart ah! he will take ur hand n lead u to a chair den ask u sit dwn, den will greet and smile at u.. den will oso ask u to drink water! but he is onli 1year old plus plus!! and did i mention tat he got beautiful eyes that will go sparkling when he smiles? ;D and his cheeks got a light shades of healthy pink.! woo woo such a great kid. Lo0o00oooooove hiM!

monkeys oh monkeys *shake butt* nadira oh nadira *shake butt* evan oh evan *shake shake* syidah oh syidah *shake butt* masie oh masie *shake butt* pinkyida oh pinkyida *shak shake*

oh tdae on d street got this guy hand me this paper.. meaningful ah all those stuffs written on d paper..

- Be happy with what you have while working for what you want. (Don't expect Life to be fair)

im so NOT HAPPY. grr. why?!
�������������������������... just leave me alone

i need a space of my own
my mind is in a whirl
my mind is in a mess
clear them uP

ooh. i miss syidah!! haha

n whats more? I MISS THE MONKEYS LAH! hahah [im not a spoilt brat.. just acting like one]

yest nite was horrible for me lah. i got no bed to slp on.. i got no pillows to slp on.. all i got is a SLEEPING BAG and an area of space around 1.60m by 0.75m =_= like camping sio.. but if u tink that's fun.. try it urself ah! i hardly can turn. i miss my big bed!i 'tossed n turned' n woke up wif a backache. ;\ somemore tdae work ah! horrible sio! morning was so bored. d 3 of us like walking zombies.!

hmm i miss d times we ate at d sch canteen.. although we seem to be eating&drinking d same food everydae but we dun seem to get sick of it uh. mayb becos we r eating wif interesting people! hhaa.. miss them miss them miss them.

ooh happy 17th birdday to fang ru! *woo woo* lolx

just got bck hme.. haha went dwnstair to buy some snacks for syidah n myself lah. hahah but i realise i dun even haf a single cent wif me. gosh so haf to walk all d way to tat stupid atm which is like hmm.. 1.58036 kilometer away! haha i bought hot&spicy twisties for myself n im killing myself.. haha i bite my upper lips n d hot&spicy is killing me *woo woo*

going to d airport ltr! excited ahhhhh

did i mention tat d board tat holds my keyboard is gone? gone for good!

counting down to orientation.. gosh. 7days

im bored. im aching all over. i couldnt even move my fingers. so difficult to type tis entryyyyy.! my arms r gonna drop anytime!

woo. yest was my 2nd nephew's 1st month celebration. my hse was in a chaos yest! ahha my dearest evan aka 1st nephew lah turned my hse UPSIDE DOWN. hohos. but i still loooovveee him to bits. so CUTE! lolx. anyway he dragged my com's keyboard to d toilet ahha! dunno wat will happen to it, nvm lah. yest i haf d funest sunday ever [apart frm tat sunday market uhH] n oh yea! i carried my newborn nephew n he is soooo soft! small little cutie! woo woo.

too bad i haf to go to work! yest work was SO~SO onli. d fun part is working wif janna&syidah ah. we haf lotsa of fun. hahah thnks to janna hu keeps on singing to entertain us uh. closing was quite fast hahas.

and thnks to tat big cat hu slps on d chair, causing syidah to come to me for help! and been d stupid xy, i just stood at one side saying "shoo shoo" to d cat, thinking it will just shoo off. haha we both scare big cats uh. n haha! finally THNKS to tat swensens guy! he help to lure d cat away. lol.
wen we go hme, d cat was still slpin on d chair and i just took syidah's hand n went "AHH AHH AHH" haha stupid me. and d swensens guy ask "u 2 so scare of cats ah?" =_=

oh yea went out wif my sis in law yest and we were holding an umbrella and wen we cross d road got this stupid old man asked :
"zhe yang yen yao take umbrella uh?" [like tat oso wan to take umbrella?]
shit HIM! den my sis in law throw back an answer :
"bu ke yi SHI MA?" [cannot IS IT?]"
woo woo!!

oh yea! tis wed syidah is flying oversea! so sad. haha gonna send her off at d airport. miss her!

ooh my relatives are coming over to stay and ME haf to hand over MY room to them and ME haf to bring them ard spore. it is stupidly irritating and i just love to complain. SLAP ME!

ooh yest nite was bored so i went to flip thru my yearbook!
after flipping thru i almost cried. yest almost cried. emo xy! emo lah. real sad.!

time REALLY flies uh? 7months.. i haf left bv for 7months! hais. how fast could time flies? i miss that old building ah.. that building where i spent my fruitful 4 whole years.. the place i cried and laughed in.. the place i met those monkeys.. the place where they shaped me into who i am now.. but d building is gone. they smashed it. they sae a new building will be better.. but sometimes, they dun understand.. old would be even better

sometime i just wish i dun grow up tat fast, young is gud! haha i speaks as though im some 90year old woman =x but i miss pri sch! lolx. during tat time who cares how you dress? im always untidy in my sch uniform.. i only comb my hair once. i dun care wat others say about me. i dun spend much money.. i nv go against my parents. but i changed. to d bad side i tink..

sometimes i try to be better to others.. esp my parents.. but i dun seem to improve. mayb i dun even put in any effort at all ;\ they say life is a play; if you cant play this role, play another role. but in my situation, i cant be a gud gf, a fillal daughter nor a gud student.. so wat can i be?

sometimes i dun even understand myself.. den how come others could tell me this.."hey i understand u ok". really? do you?

hohos. enough of emo things ah. let tok about others things!

aww nadira is so swt. swt until i can die! lolx. she come dwn pasir ris just to see me! isnt that swt enough? haha ;D but she sae im swt too~~ *tlalal*
"lets just hope he n his gf, he n his gf will be at d concert so we can shatter our hearts together ah nadira!"
i guess im swt too.! haah our hearts will be shattered!!

im bored. real bored.! i wan get a decent planner! so anyone out there pls keep a lookout for me ok! thnks ah!
oh yea i wan to spend a nite at d beach.. anyone care to accompany me? we can fight mosquitoes together!! hohos.

ohh my dearest yellow car! i finally found u! *huggie*


both : "hmph! im not toking to you!" *turn heads*


ohh smelly feets rocks! stinks d whole place lolx!


woo! pinkyida and faizah!!


oh! d pics for twb dae is out! lolx.. still got alot lah. but lazy to post all here ;P i love my yellow car!

woo.. twb dae is hmm wonderful!

sialah. so long nv c syahida liao! her hair nice! so lady liked...! heehee. mature little ger wor! =x pretty pretty uH!! ;P

haaa me n gudger aka syidah like mad ah. nyonya&ahsoh ah! we sat in d middle of d path n try on pinkyida's shoes lolx. wonderful dae! took some shots.!
haaa few shots on pinkyida's digi cam.. like them sooo much! esp d special one i pose OK! haa.. n a few shots i posed wif gudger/honey! all so very nice~~~ yea! will put them up soon!
lolx. i like d silver star seat at Edge! gudger! we shld just slp there! hahaa~

OH! met jianxiang at coffee bean; bugis! so shocked to c him! lolx.

yum yum! i love gardenia [i tink i spell wrong ah. throw away d plastic liao. dunno how to spell] butter rolls! yummy yum yum! hahaa.. it save my life tdae wen i was almost dying frm starving! lolx. crapping lah.

i like you.. i still do rite? do i? why do you have to appear that morning and make me feel so curious about you? why do you have to appear that night; when im thinking of you?