Thursday, December 30, 2004

:: Devdas ::



Written in 1917, based on a true story by Sarat Chandra Chattopadhyay.
This is a story inspired by a man who lived.
A man who made an entire generation mourn his death.

Devdas is one who is loved by all,
yet his temperamental ways lead him into disastrous outcomes.
His life is filled with mistakes and harsh circumstances
that cause him to lose his family, his love and finally his life.

Devdas is a person who is like any other,
but at the same time, like no one else.

A tragically beautiful tale that remains immortal through its timeless quality.



a production by TP's DramaTec!
the sound and light effects was wonderful.!
acting by the DramaTec made us go *whoa whoa whoa*
esp those slapping scenes! haha
AND THE DANCING PARTS!
the dancing was splendid!
nice music; nice dancesteps!
totally an unforgettable performance!
i give it 4 out of 5 !

then during the break.. went out cos the air-con was way too cold.
haha.. then we all were sticking our faces at the ice cream machine
and we went *whoa!! whoa!! whoa!!*
and tat syasya is always SO SLOW! haha she cannot catch our joke ah
den wan act act like she know den laugh laugh.. HAHA!!
hahah monkeys will always be monkeys!!
hahah feeling very monkeyish NOW!!

H! is for Happy~
H! is for Heart~
H! is for Hurt~
F! is for Friendship

congratulation to tata, nana and DramaTec for the successful performance!!

----
tdae gina eat that disgusting mushroom soup.
-yucks :x
hmm wat else happened tdae ah?
oh yah!!
is it wrong to be white/fair?!
LOL

the death rate caused by the tsunamis keep increasing..
but wats more important now is people are suffering
due to the lack of proper medical care, lack of clothings, food etc.
so let us all lend a helping hands!
you can donate stuffs like :
- canned food/milk powder
- painkillers
- bottled water
- milk bottles
- disposal syringes

you can bring them over to RedCross..
Or if you are a TP student, bring them over Applied Science School!
just outside LT14!
it's from 11am~5pm!! but tmr is the LAST DAY! so act QUICK!
remember! we are doing it for a good cause!

Monday, December 27, 2004

yellows world.

so how's c h r i s t m a s ? :))

last day at coffeebean..
was kinda sad.
but i still love you all! :D
WS YAY!!
thanks for all the good times!

and ya! thanks leo for your christmas present today!
your present is really cute! :D
i got a white chicken magnet.!
-erm
white chicken?!
=.=

anyway jimmy tay tdae food poisoning.
ahahah!
just wan to mention abt it!
hope he get well soon ah..

syidah is drooling over ocbc abang~~
abang~~ abang~~ abang~~ abang~~

christmas eve went gina's hse for a ktv session!
great! thumbs up!
luckily her house is still fine after all the singing!
brenda red cha shao is still as red as ever!
hohos!
sang alot of interesting songs!!
we shall call for more karaoke sessions OK fat4? :))

today chups shout shout again..
hahah.. funnily scary..!
chups dun shout shout again ah!

yesterday;
eh-eh and oh-oh came over!
HAVOC!
eh-eh kept running around the house, pressing buttons, shout shout
and pretend he is talking on the phone.
whenever the phone rings, he will run to it and shout "the phone is RRRIIINNNNGGGINNNGG!!!"
then when my big bro scold him, he will call me for help..
SO CUTE :D
later in the afternoon, he tired den he curl up beside me and fall aslp..
-sweet.
den oh-oh keep on crying and crying cos he is hungry
-boom!
but then when i was carrying him.. he fell aslp
:))

---
tsunamis - caused by massive earthquake under the sea; took away thousands and thousands of lives last night.

a min of silence for those victims of the killer waves.
-rest in peace-

***updated
67000 people were killed by those killer waves.
lets all pray for them!!

Friday, December 24, 2004

lets tok abt yest!!
hahah yest is VERY interesting! =)
during art app tut..
i made the mask for my fren!!
it went smoothly and turn out nice i guess? :))
hahah den lynn helped to take a candy cane for gina!
after that.. headed to gina's hse!
yiiiipe!

after they packed all the stuff..
head off to downtown east wif gina n kakak naning...
on d way saw brenda (red cha shao) and her cousin..
hahah reached gina's family pit den started to help set the table and blablablab.
leona and her crazy bunch of frens were playing water bomb.!
hahah wet wet weT~~
went inside the room and evangeline asked,
"where is choo poh? where is lynn?"
see!! she miss fat4!! hahaha..

after that me n gina went to sit under the shelter and watch them play.
romantic HAR.
and that red cha shao keep on coming over trying to make us wet too.
and both of us end up screaming
cos leona's fren tried to pour one BIG bag of water onto brenda..
and she was just standing RIGHT IN FRONT of us!! *screeeaaammmm*
and gina's mom mistaken me for choo poh!!
hahah and she called me "xl"
but finally she got my name rite~~

then then then..
we start to munch munch munch*
got to know gina's cousin - charlyn! :))
later on.. gina's aunts and uncles all came..
then we munch munch munch* somemore..
the food all soo delliiccioouuss__*
*lick lips*
their home-made pizza was nice!! curry chix was yummy! :D
next we start to bbq mashmallows!!
woot! hahah
then some of them start to exchage christmas present..
and evangeline got my present.~
she tapped on my shoulder and gave me a blow kiss!
SO SWEET!!!! hahahah..

*fast forward*
next me, gina, charlyn and evangeline went off to arcade~~
gina hitted a jackpot in one of the machine and we got 6o tickets!!
and as for me.. HAHAHAH i played one dumb game and won ONE ticket =.=
not my fault i swear.. it was the machine!!
later on, charlyn and gina played time crisis2
charlyn and evangeline played the drum thingy..
hahah terrible... :x
run almost all the way back to chalet wif charlyn..
crazy cows!!
hahah but it was real fun!!
piggy back evangeline too!!

went back and munch somemore then
i go off liao~~
that red cha shao and gina sent me off to the taxi stand
and brenda keep shouting "white chicken!! bai zhan ji!!!" hahaha moron!!

it was really fun!!
thnks gina for the GREAT bbq!! :))

later going gina's hse ktv!
hahah God Bless her house! :x

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

christmas is coming!! :))
eng sch was blasting wif christmas songs today!!
i can feel the christmas heat in the air!!!
woo*
i like the christmas tree at bizpark
-cooooool :))

nothing much happened this few days..
life was as per normal..
sch go out home sch go out home.
hahah maybe the highlight of the week will be...
that kawaii japish-looking guy!! :D

skipped my cds lect twice..
just so lazy to go!!
until 7.. zzz made me wanna slp..
tmr sch will be a boring day..
let me rot PLS!
but i cant wait for my cds tut!
FUN!! hahah
irony..

yiipppe.!
fri no sch!!
hahaha

-BOO
my last day at cbtl is drawing near..
10mths of service over there.
memories*

sian dunno wat to update liao ah.
boring me. boring life!

Sunday, December 19, 2004

He : if i use $88 to buy an hour of happiness... it is too expensive?
She : of course it is expensive silly... for happiness is free.



finally finish the gundam jigsaw.!
nice!! =)

thu..
during art app tut..
we made a mask!
very interesting~~
and my mask turn out nice =)
after that went out wif syidah n ridz..
ate ljs again.! hahah why are we such boring ppl!?
den as usual ah. fun! ahha.

fri..
rotted wif gina during break time.!
but it was a gud rotting session.. hahah
thanks gina!
and we saw shuai ge too..
get to know gina's classmates! haha
den got my bdae present from tata..
very nice :D
thnks~~
AND I SAW HUSIN IN TP! haha
like finally?! haha and he recognize me!
COOL!
after that went out wif nadira and syidah!! haha
fUn =)
but tamp seem to be flooded wif millions of ppl.
den after nadira went off..
me n syidah headed pasir ris.!
syidah is abit drooling over that police abang at ocbc bank! :x
walked around and bought some stuffs!

sat..
worked! mohd wasnt feeling well..
and he vomitted.!
bad.
den nadira dropped by =)
xmas will be my last day at cbtl.
boo..
its hard to say goodbye...
but still thanks everyone.!
:)

sun..
his big round black eyes shines wif a spark of mischief,
he flashes his smile, showing a set of neat white teeth.
and he is completed wif a bowl-style liked hair.!
HE IS EH-EH!! hahah
adorable, cute, sweet is his middle name!
and wats more.! he BITES.!
he bite my chin just now..
and he trys to bite his own toes too..
=)
i love him!!

tmr is khairul's bdae!! =)

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

100 m�moires. 200 plaisanteries. 300 grandes fois. 400 secrets. 1 raison - les MEILLEURS AMIS

100 memories. 200 jokes. 300 great times. 400 secrets. 1 reason - BEST FRIENDS

all in all..
when one day you turn back and start thinking.
the most important thing in life - beside your family.
will be your friends.
No matter what...
They will always be a phone call away.

it doesnt matters how many friends you have,
but it is how many friends you can entrust with.

thanks for everything...

Sunday, December 12, 2004

tdae is a farewell gathering for cy!!
cos he is flying back HK tmr~~
in the afternoon cy, ridz n syidah go pool ah..
den after i finish work.. we went to ridz's hse!! (HAHA)
den at there we gay around LOR..
hahah HAVOC lor. ahahha the four of us made damn lots of noise..
cy went to fry stuffs to eat Lor.
luckily we didnt burn down ridz's hse..
hahah cos we left the oil to boil ah..!!
den the whole frying wok become chao ta!!!!!! hahah =x
and the handle of the thingy melted ah..
hahah.. scary Lor.
den i scrub the black wok until CLEAN lor.

that gaybOy take video of all our butts..
as usual LOR. GAYBOY!!!!!
we were damn noisy..
den we played ps2.. racing bike one lor.
i damn lousy...
cy pro lah. syidah quite gOod!.. hahah i louSY =.=
first time cy play.. den he got 1st place!!
syidah get 6th placing..
1st time i play.. i last LOr.
2nd time.. i get 9th.. 3rd time i get 8th.
COOL HOR~ hahaha

we acted retarded and take pics LOr.
hahah.. crappy but it was so fun!!
cy was damn noisy and very gay.. unlike tat sat HAHAH..
cos he sae he SHY. LOL!!

after that cy go mit his fren for dinner ah!
so gayboy go pp mit ed.. cy go suntec
me take bus hme n syidah go pasir ris.
woot!

FUN ARHhhhh!
was as if it was back to the same old days. hahaha
i LIKE =)
enjoYed myself..!
tmr is back to school..!!
pizza tmr ah oi!!!!!

Friday, December 10, 2004

tdae cool. haha! commskill for onli like 1hr?
den msg gina!! ahhah see i so good lor.. accompany her go lunch lor~~
den wait for her class to start.
-muhahahha

den went to mit bdae za at kemb~
headed orchard tgt :)
but tat blur sotong.. nv go check movie slots.
haha!! ended up lido and cine both already not screening shutter!! =.=
so had lunch at BK..
according to bdae za lah.. while i was checking out hot angmohs and bald guys..
sai came..
so next.. we headed tamp!
and den i saw a man rushing/running den i kpo..
i follow him run oso.. den sai oso run!
childish US.! crazy lor.. run at the mrt control station there
hahaha

mit juju den bought tix and food and*tralalA* we are seated in the cinema
*excited*
i was too excited.. so i was the nosiest among all..
hahah i talked abit loud ah. den made crazy comments..
and keep on repeating the name of the actors.. aahha
hahah!! but the grp of ppl behind us was oso FUNNY! =)
juju and sai keep asking me to shhh ah.. lOL!



shutter!!
not like ur normal kind of horror scary movie ah..
pretty exciting watching the movie..!
hahah yah!! and the ending was not wat we expected!
cool~~
the movie is like funnily scary?! ahaha craps.!
so i give 3 out of 5 scary balls~~

after that.. juju mas n sai went off 1st~
me n bdae za lame around somemore den her mom&dad came~~
and both of us ended up in a smelly toilet..
cos that ger wan to take pic!! haha
FUNNY LOR. craps!!
after that.. they went off for a family dinner =)

den i rotted in tamp for awhile more..
den i go pasir ris~~ to help bdae za look for her hp casing..
hahha.. drop by cbtl for awhile. lamed and crap..
den i rotted in pasir ris before heading hme..

den forget wat time.. tat gayboy called..
den syidah called..
den we conference ah. den gayboy wan go shit..
den we end our nonsense ah. ahha
den i come online lor. haha

hulooloo ciaoz!! ding dong teng!!! ahaha
*sing*
happy birthday to you!!
happy birthday to you!!
happy birthday to bdae za! :)
may you haf the happiest birthday!!!!!!

FAAAAA'IZZZZZZAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!
HELLO CAN YOU HEARRRRR ME??? lolx
finally turn 17!! hahah *WHEEEEEEEE*
(see! i put red leh~~~ cos u lOvEsss red!!)

Thursday, December 09, 2004

hahah fun fun fun!!
just now go shopping wif syidah and gay boy!!!! hahah
ridz lah. tat buttless guy!! he wan buy jeans den so fussy..
LIKE GER!!!! hahah
went eat ljs cos gayboy aka ah pek sae he hungry.. hahah
den walked around and bought a nice jeans
and according to gay boy.. it smells like COOKIE. lolx!
it was a hell LOADS of fun going out wif 2 of them!! =)
then saw SNOW at tamp!! *whee*
snow~~ *dance around*
it was SO NICE. happy happy!! :D

art appreciation tut just now was OK.
i made some new frens.. ahhah
cannot be a loner or im dead man..
so crap around and exchange numbers..
hahah lynn and nadia..
i nv tok to that guy in pink ok!!
and thnks nadia, lynn n chups~~
for accompaning me to my class!! :)
pretty excited abt the art app assignment..!
we are going to make a mask!!
that sound fun.! =)

gina tdae no sch..
but we saw vanness!!
he and his damn striking gold hair.
hhaha craps.

tmr going to watch shutter!! *yipppe*

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

ok!!! gina is asking me to update ok!!
on the behalf of shuai ge.. im updating..
hahah no link ah. i noe..

anyway..

FAT4~~~

gina~~chups~~lynn lynn!!xy~~

1st is gina.. then is chups~~ and lynn lynn!! and finally me~~ hahaha..

you ppl can go HERE to make ur own portrait too~~

sch was quite alright... but i still prefer tb011..
hahah and we pestered jason to get our lect notes for us~~
cos we all got no class rep.. jason forever our class rep ah~~~

in the afternoon..
me and lynn was rotting tgt.. hahah cos gina n chups go hme!
boo.. but rotting wif lynn was gud..
cos time seem to pass faster =)

and hahah thnks gina for ur snack tdae ok!!
nmm was quite interesting.. haha!!
enjoyed econs lect tdae.. becos was sitting wif tb011 lah~ hahah.
waved to hilmi across the lect hall.. ahahah and his shoes is like *whoa*
cool!! very stylo hahah.. i like!!
and mr moomoo was cock eye cos nv see us waving at him..
but his hair is nice.! hahaha
after lect go buy bks..
crappy lor. 2 books cost me 60+++bucks lor. moneysuckers.

then go hme tgt wif fat4 and nadia!!
rotted at the bus stop for quite awhile..
cos all 15 was packed.!

reached pasir ris den go pasar malam wif lynn and chups!!
ahhah hungry~~ den lynn bought roti john wif dunno chix or beef ar~~
chups bought otak otak..
i bought ramly burger! *lick lips!*

oh yah!! chups got a blog too!! =)
teeheehee~! every got a blog! *whee*

and nadira is going KL for the next few days!!
hope she get to know some hot sexy malaysia guys~~ hahah!!
gonna miss her~ :)

Monday, December 06, 2004

okies!! all thnks to pink and mas..
the pic of 4e3 gathering is up!!

please click -> HERE!
lets talk about today!!
1st day of sch.. muhahah..
i was having butterflies in my stomach when i was walking into sch..
but luckily!! i onli haf lect tdae! so i was able to see fat4 and tb011!!
teeheehee..
and i didnt get to know hu is in my class!!
all i can do is just hope my class isnt sucky n boring!
or i will become mute =.=

anyway gina gud life lor..
she got a gud class!
gina gina~~
treasure ur time wif ur class ok~~
enjoy ok~~~

hahaha and muack muack to fat4!!!!!!!
thanks girls~~~~~~
i love ur present very much!!
a very very nice bag!!
and my bro asked "how come ur face on the bag ar?" =.=
THANKS!! :D

tdae chix cutlet w/o gravy ah not nice..
hahah i believe im going to be fat!!!!
western food everyday! muhaha =.=
and i love tue? cos the whole day onli got lect~~
that means i can see fat4~
but i think fri not bad ah~ whole day onli got commskill~

and im a happy girl!
cos me lynn n chups went shopping~! hahaa
and of cos bought stuffs!
hoho!!

i hope everyday will be a happy day! =)

Sunday, December 05, 2004

yesterday!!
4th dec. saturday. the long-waited 4e3 gathering had come and go.
a very BIG THANKS
...to those who made an effort to turn up and make this gathering a nice one :)
...to ridz. our DARLING ridz! for renting his house for the gathering!
...to ridz mom. thnks thnks thnks for crapping, snapping pics and helping us wif the food!! you are great!!
...to za, pink and syidah for helping out for the food shopping
...to mas, jenny and d rest of the gers~ for helping to cook the food~!

somehow the feeling of 4e3 isnt quite there..
but seeing those who made my sec sch life a memorable one was certainly great :)
most of us went crazy when snappin pics and taking video!
and we all LOVES ridz's teddy! muhahah
and of course... "spill ah.. spill ah.. spill ah.." teeheehee
some of us had changed and isnt same as before but the fond memories are for-ever.
will upload the gathering's pic here once pink upload her! ahhhaa

so me, pink, jenny, fang ru and syidah left ridz hse around 7+pm..
and headed tamp! wanna catch a movie but almost all shows start at 9+..
so we decided to go pasir ris.. got pasar malam lah~ hahaha
and we watched taufik on tvmobile.. hoho!!
well well.. and once in a lifetime.. we got to walk around in a lightless pasar malam
they blackout ah i think. and i was dancing as if i was in disco wif jenny' hp as d touchlight.
-muhaha.
then we walked around somemore and then go hme!

once again.. thanks all for turning up! hope u all ppl enjoy~
sorry if it was boring ah. sorry~~


today!!
morning~
went chinatown for dim sum~ yummy!! *lick lips*
wahahah. ate alot ok!!
den me n my bro went bedok~ cos i wan buy shoes! lolx
after reaching bedok.. we walked around and i saw some shoes which was pretty ok.
but been the indecsive me..
i ask him to go tamp! hahah
but the tamp's outlet got no my size!
so i ask him if he mind going back to bedok? :x
and surprise suprise!! my bro was ok wif it!
but i was feeling guilty cos i was indecisive!!
haha.. so i sae "nvm lah tmr den i go buy~"
but he dragged me back to bedok and *tralalal* i got my shoes!
THANKS SO MUCH BRO!
ok i felt so loved. haha.. i think i better start treating him better~

za, pink, syidah.
-muhaha
i miss going out wif the THREE OF YOU.
we 4 should get together more ok.
we FOUR. no1 less OK!
cause we haven been going out for so long.
ok so u 3 listen up!!
I LOVE YOU!! hahaha

and hmm tmr is SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Friday, December 03, 2004

yesterday!!
it was another fun day!!
hahah went out wif za, pink and syidah!!! :D
wanted to buy shoes but the only shoes that caught my eyes was too big...
and it was out of stock.. :'(
then i ended up buy a bag!! hahaha..
then we went to bedok!
sorri ah.. me n syidah was late for like.. an hour?.. :x
hahah headed to ntuc for the food!
like 4ahsohs ok!!
hahah then went to ridz's hse.. that buttless guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
funny sia him..!
ok! then we went to tamp to rot!!



i think it was a nice pair of sunglasses.. hahah!!
thnks ah faizah!! for taking that pic.. hahaha
not mafia wannabe lah.. hahah cos i was trying to hide the pricetag of the sunglasses!! ;p
then we went to U2!! whoa!!
i spotted a nice skirt over there!!
-muhahah
as usual it was ex. hahah
oh yah!! then we saw mrs chee!!
and chow tee & simin!
-surprise surprise!!
then we rotted for awhile, eat, crap then go hme!! ahaha
it was fun!! thanks girls! :D

today!!
work.. as usual ah! hahah
then chups came down to get her timetable..
and lynn dropped by too!!
she sae she going swimming!! -whoa!!
and craps! faizah told me she cant make it to the 4e3 gathering.
this is sad.
even though she sae it will still be fun without her.
but without her. IT IS JUST NOT THE SAME.
sad sad sad.
hopefully most will turn up tmr..

and now....
presenting...
TAUFIK!!!!



lets all just *melt* in his dreamy sexy eyes~~~~~
*melt*
*melt*
*melt*
i lOvesss sexy eyes! *-*

Thursday, December 02, 2004

*tsk tsk* timetable out..
not much difference?
sian-ed!!!
rot rot rot!!

yesterday i went to shop for presents!!
all by myself... haha!!
so basically i was talking to myself the whole time..
trying to decide to buy or not to!
and *tralalala*
i bought my mom a wonderfUl, gorgeous heart-shaped necklace!!
im not boasting!!
hahah even that moronic crapstick (nadira) say it is damn nice!! :D
and oso.. bought all the other ppl's presents ah..
hahah.. nets kills!!
i dunno i spent how much =.=

and taufik manage to get that spore idol title!! woot!!
*melts*
his eyes~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and w/o realising.. holis are slipping away!!
time for shopping!!! *yays!*

Monday, November 29, 2004

cute kevin came down tdae..
surprise surprise!!!!!! :D
wahahhahahahhahahahahahhaha....
so cute!!!!
*slap slap*

4e3 gathering is coming soon!
whoa!! hahah cant wait to see everyone! :B

boo. holis are ending..
=.=

Friday, November 26, 2004

here is a nice and sweet story to share with you all~
kinda long..
but take your time to read it :)
enjoy!!

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home.
She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid;
I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections
between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost
at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.

But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Dew came into my life. It was a
sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best
draws girls' eyeballs." Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said,
Menlike you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I
knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said,"You go to select some furniture, ok? I've got something to do in the
company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment,
the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I
found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be
deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in
front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or,I was lounging before the
computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slight
joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.

Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would
react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She
seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates.

But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me,"He Ning, divorce her, ok? Then we live
together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
"I've got something to tell you," I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to
divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked
me softly,why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away
the chopsticks and shouted at me," You are not a man!"

At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened
to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a
deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and
30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.

The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take
back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her
cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be
firmer and clearer. A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something
at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one
month time before divorce, and in the months time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was
simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage
was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me,"He Ning, do you still remember
how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?"

This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said," I remember."
"You carried me in your arms," she continued, "So, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your
arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the
bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile.

I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form. I told Dew about
my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does,
she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention asexplicitly expressed. We even
treated each other as a stranger.

So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is
holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room,
then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly,"Let us
start from today, don't tell our son." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She
went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could
smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long
time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me," The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass
there."

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding
my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should
be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.I
felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her," It seems not
difficult to carry you now."

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable
one. Then she sighed," All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because
she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the
bitterness in her heart.

Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the
moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out," he said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been
an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face
because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the
bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held
her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school.
She said,"Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old."
I held her tightly and said,"Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my
decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door.
I said to her," Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious."
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. "You got no fever," she said.
I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said," I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage
life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am
supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I
walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite.
The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card.
I smiled and wrote -- I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
i have two stupid pics of myself (yah again.)
it was too stupid. haha! dun think i wanna post here ah..

yesterday...
meet up with nadira!
finally...
it is just so sweet to see her once again..
hahah and as usual... been the crapsters; we crapped and lamed tgt!!!
i was been mean to her lah. ahhaha =x

!!!HOT PICK OF THE YEAR!!!
caramel icecream from mac!!
nadira LOVES caramel!!!! and that becomes her hot pick of the year man.
haha mac nuggets & caramel icecream...
heavenly~

then i rotted in tm for awhile then i went hme..
after that then i went work..
crapped with khairul, shared some laughter..
talk to mohd's fren den laugh laugh laugh..
after work, played with a baby. CUTE!
chased some customers away den blablabla..
then go hme ah.. hahahah watch tv, read book den zzz

today..
ROT ROt ROT!!!!!

hohos. currently hooked on the books i borrowed.
good. at least i wont rot that much!

ok.. now it is raining real heavy!!!!



---
i dislike the feeling of scrolling down ur hp phonebook;
realising there is no1 u can ask to go shopping wif you.
who on earth likes to shop alone?!
maybe me. when im not feeling happy. haha!!
i realise i LOVES to complain...
one min i say i dun haf cash!
another min i say i dun haf time!
next min i say i dun haf anyone to go shopping wif!!
hahaha... im such a grumpy person!!!
pls slap me!!!!!

HAHA my bro is going to army soooooonnnnnn!!!!!! =x
wait.. that is boring..
no1 to gossip and crap and fight with me!!
when everytime he books out..
he will look like one chao ta black pig! or bamboo stick. lah. burnt bamboo stick
:'(

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

yellows.

im back.

gina scolded me!
she say: "u think shop ah. closed for holiday"
so i open my blog..
just for her ok.
are you touched gina? :)
-muahhaa

alot of things happened during this period of time.
good and bad. hohos.

i had a haircut. it was bad? or mayb not so bad lah.
anyway i always get bad haircut. haha..
but this time round.. my hair is real short!

it is almost time for back-to-school shopping.
bwah. and this is sad. fat4 not in same class :(
anyway that timetable not confirm yet.
so meanwhile lets keep our finger crossed!

i haven catch shutter yet..
i haven get my shoes yet..
my spects? haven yet..
that is bad.!

my life..?
nothing much
i just...
eat
slp
rot
work
and rot somemore.
oooh im such a boring peron!

yest night was a BAD night.
working sux. or should i sae some of the customers sux.
BAH BAH BAH!!!!!!!

lynn has a blog! woots!

-Sometimes the sun shines, sometimes the rain pours. but don't forget, it takes both sun and rain to make a rainbow

Monday, November 15, 2004

BF. lemmi shoot it out.
mr DH sux (like as usual, as ALWAYS).
FM sux too. even though he did nth wrong.
but he is irritating. very irritating. very very irritating.
im boycotting DH. whatever. BAH.
black face treatment. DH. SUCKS. FM. U TOO.

whatever!! cmon!! every1 say it with me!!
whatever!
whatever!!
whatever!!!
whatever!!!!
whatever!!!!!

ok. BF finish.

sunkQ ab for the food. delliciouus*

i like hari raya.
the malay costumes are so nice.
patterns on their baju are so nice!
and they are bold in their hari raya bajus.
purple. orange. pink. green. yellow. blue.
you name it; they got it.
and malay families often dress in the same colour as one whole family.
nice nice~

chalet tmr. cant wait :)

---------------
shutter on friday i think. my day offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.


i never know a simple sms can do such a wonder.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Humans chase after the 5 C's - Career, Condo, Credit Cards, Car, Cash

But they don't know they are already born with 3 C's - Compare, Complain, Criticize






anyway... SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI KEPADA SEMUA!!!!!!

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Your kind act at the wrong timing makes it a wrong act.




try this game man.. train ur brain ah.. -> click here!!

Thursday, November 11, 2004

when you are sick, you will realise nothing is more important than your health.
i realise it.
i thought medicine is suppose to make us well again?
then how come it didnt happen..?
:(
how am i going to work later..
shit! just make me well.. -grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

anyway riaz msg me! that is smth BIG isnt it?

click here!! people saying sorry for choosing Bush once again..


Tuesday, November 09, 2004

i feel that the fever is frying my brain cells.
spent 12hrs in bed yest but i dont feel any better.
instead i feel.. worst?

i think i need some sun.

-waiting for something good to come by

Saturday, November 06, 2004

you people are like the SWEETEST humans alive man. i swear!
millions and zillions and gillions and trillions of THANKS
to those who wished me!

it is weird. to be 17.
i dont even FEEL like 17.
it just seems like a day ago i was 16.


2years back, i watched Princess Diaries.
today, i watch Princess Diaries 2!
it was wonderfffffffffffuuuuuuuuuulllllllllllllll~!
i give it 4 BIG STARS!
watched it with syidah and jenny!

hahah and THANKS to SYIDAH!
:D

anyway i guess some of you doesnt know i am from china rite? :)
in the words of sai.... "CHINA REN!!!!!!!"

before today ends..
and mark the starting of 7th nov.
i wish myself a happy bdae! and all those born in the same day:)
old. be more mature. understanding. sensible.

To: that one and only naDira.
you bloody crapstick. that is like the sweetest present i ever received. because it is made up of You&Me! thanks for everything ah.. i dont want to be mushy in this blog but... I LOVE YOU!
thanks for the day out.!!
i see a future between you&him ah. u both are so damn sweet! :D

idiotic ridzMAN!! hahah thnks so much uh. for calling :)

you people make me felt so loved ah. -aww- once again. thanks! i love you all! :D

thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks!!
Long Live SunkQ!!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

this is bad.
real bad.
lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama lama LAMA L-A-M-A.

is this type of lama...
not this type!

hohos. tdae saw a group of 5 lamas! my darling lamas.
fated ok.
in less than an hour or so; we bumped into each other like FIVE times?
i felt blessed!
year 2oo5 will be a wonderful year! yays!
bai chi told me they come from teabag.
den i go like... "HUH? *o.0*
den i got it right.
is TIBET. not teabag.TIBET TEABAG
anyway they sound the same what.

yea thnks bai chi for the present.. i like it very much ok.! hahah thnks for always been the 1st to gif me ;p xiexiexiexiexiexiexiexie.

ooh we haf new staff coming in!
hope wonderwoman stop cursing so our staff will stay longer.!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

this is so boring.!
somehow i wish chalet will come sooner...

woolala. we finally pass our test! yays!
*rub palms*
money!
think i taking on another job tgt with syidah?
lets see whether we get thru the interview anot.
woots!

oh well...
happy birthday abdillah!!!
^-^
dun anyhow mess around hor. even though they gave you a condom

i think wonderwoman curse our outlet...
that's why all the new staff doesnt stay long.
-yawns.
attitude sia that ger...

Monday, November 01, 2004

good morning everyone.
inventory night.
i love to gossip with aisha.

attention!!!
there will/might be a gathering for 4e3 lah hor.
the date i wanted will be on 4th dec
cos i think by that time u guys would finish jalan hari raya rite?
venue will mostly be ridz's place ah.
yea thnks him SO much uh.
of cos you people NEED to pay.. or else you all eat what?
eat air ar? =x
so i NEED you ppl to tell/help me...
- what you all want to makan.
- if you people are ok with the date?
- help me SPREAD the news uh.

email me, call me, sms me or whatever ah.. just tell me ok?

lastly.. pls pls pls update me of ur contact number.
alah.. if not difficult to contact ah.

THANKS HOR.

Sunday, October 31, 2004

good luck for the o's!

Saturday, October 30, 2004

fark.
i hate you.




i draw that pic myself ok.
life is boring.
i think we all should add some excitement!

this template is getting a little bit old..
too old; too boring

i think it is time for me to get a life..
other than working like a cow.
-yawns

p/s: syidah.. ur jason look so HAHA. my kevin is nicer ok. dun deny!

Thursday, October 28, 2004

we went parkway, roxy sq, katong, bedok.
we saw mango&bf n cc.
we saw Heaven&Hell cyber centre, Red Hot cyber centre.

and oh yah!
i saw shuai ge's fren..!
ahahah no big deal.
not shuai ge :(

then...
we went for a movie at bedok!! haha..
The Doll Master.
not the movie on my list that i wanted to watch but ahha!!
the storyline is so~so.
but damn lor. the whole cinema onli got THREE ppl.
me, bai chi and Mr Uncle.
and that stupid bai chi keep making me scare.
that Mr Uncle.. abit spooky! haha
bOo!



Scary Level:
1.5/5


up next...
chiong for movies! :]

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

you always appear when i think of you.
how great.
but you always appear at the most unexpected time.
you are like magic.

Monday, October 25, 2004

it have been
raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining and raining.......

why?

i think it is that time of the year again..
end of year; raining season.
sounds like winter to me.
except that people got snow and we got rain.

___`*+.r a i n.+*`___

somehow rain makes me think of you.. again.
seem like it was raining that day when you ask me to accompany you go home.
why am i thinking of you? im suppose to forget you isn't it?
hello? it has been like 580days? why am i thinking of you?! *pull hair*


syidah has ask me go shopping again!
haha... no more failed shopping mission!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

killer 11 hours.
pls break my legs off..
tat stupid ger fly plane again..

i think i become fatter..
*pinch fats*
*pinch fats*
*pinch fats*

yesterday a little boy say i got excellent service! *whoa*

i think it is mircale. every morning i will wake up at 7:12am
every morning.. every day..
no matter how late i sleep.
i think i am going crazy.

i think we are getting back our result PRETTY SOON

*chanting* chalet chalet please come faster.. faster.. faster!!

oh.. my eh-eh just turn TWO last sunday!!
happy birthday! :)

not forgetting.. happy birthday to...
marcus (muaha.. in tw training! ;B)
zhan hui
junxiang!
eetien
aisha cute. muahah!!
huihui
yonghe~!

p/s : btw anyone dont like sweet stuffs?

Saturday, October 16, 2004

i had a impromptu shopping spree just now..
had the sudden urge to go PS..
so before i go work.. i went PS myself.. all alone ok. hahah
and started spending money!! MUHAHAH
i just got my pay today (friday lah) you see..
so hand itchy must spend you see..

however i didnt spend those money on buying my things!!
i think im a good sister and quite a good daughter..
i bought my bro a tee which i think is very very nice..
but he say so~so.. >.<
and bought my mom a handbag.
i know she wont use but i still buy it. cos i think it is nice!!!!!!!

shopping is fun.
i wan get my shoes.
next month?

east coast.. anyone?

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Sometimes I just hope I can close my eyes; shut my ears...
From everything in this place.
Curl myself up like a baby
and drift off to neverland...

I wish I could be a superwoman.
A superwoman
who can make every single one
Happy

- searching for happiness in the pool of imperfections

Wednesday, October 13, 2004



Begin each day with a s-m-i-l-e! :)

Boring is also a good thing. At least it means life is peaceful..

Monday, October 11, 2004

:: sushi marathon with FAT4!! ::

i dont think it is sushi marathon ar.
More like sushi nightmare!!
hahah the 4 of us reached Suki Sushi around 12pm+ and started on our breakfast, lunch and dinner.
hohos! We planned to start eating at 12pm and leave at 6pm!! =x It was purely heaven in the 1st hour.

However been the disgusting FAT4, we started on our game again.
This time round our bet was : Mr Salmon.
I guess beside mushroom, salmon is the next grossiestdisgustingestuglisest food. =x
the 3 of them was trying hard to make me eat that bloody salmon.
and yah!!! i lose that game and EEK. chups feed me with Mr Salmon and slices of cumumbers.
i didnt chew but just sallow it down with orange juice >.<

anyway we didnt success in trying to leave the place at 6pm. instead; we left at 2 o'clock!!

ahha I tink the four of us have been blacklisted by Suki. HAHA!! well it is THEIR buffet that attracted greedy pigs like US :]

after we left Suki, we can hardly walk standing straight.
just because we are simply TOO FULL.
went toilet and i see Mr Salmon swimming in the toilet bowl.
yay i vomitted him out.
gross story.

next we went shopping!! erm. is WINDOW shopping. i was drooling over EVERYTHING. this shoes, that bag, this pants, that shirt, this skirt and THIS NICE SHOES :D so nice!!
-drools-
well. i shall save up!! END OF THE MONTH i shall go there again!!!!

actually planned to watch Exorcist : The Beginning.. however in the end we didnt go!! hahah!!!
but on the way back. we saw this drop dead gorgeous man!!
we were all drooling over him and chups even go to the extend of walking in front of him and turn her head back to look at the man.!!
this man is drop dead handsome :D

thanks gina!! muacccccccks! ahha ;p
thanks girls!!! for the wonderful day today!! -muacks-

bloated stomach! -burps-

kbox anyone?

fav phrase of the day : "i may not be the besss singaarrr in de world~ i sing with my hart and pearsioon"

Friday, October 08, 2004

holidays!
holidays!!
holidays!!!
holidays!!!!
holidays!!!!!

i feel the joy of holidays!!
hahah today marks the ending of sem exams and the ending for sem1.
how fast!!

it is a mixture of feelings.
joy for the holidays. bits of sadness for we are going to split for next sem.
but nvm!!! we are still in tp, still in the same course right!
i bet we still see each others during lects!!

anyway chups gave each of us a letter.
it is her little action and her words that makes the letter so touching! *cries*
dont worry girls! i swear i will cont to shower you all with love ar!
-M U A C K S -
hohos!!

i dunno how well i did for my past 4 papers. haha! but whatever lah; lets just wait for the results~! hohos!!

let us
wish upon a butterfly's ass
that we will all do well for our papers!!

anyway i will be missing u guys! tb011 tb011!!! hahah
-going crazy-
not forgetting i will be missing chix cutlet's elton
drink stall uncle's "mai XX" -> it is suppose to be "dont fight" in hokkien? haha dunno how to spell!
and lastly..
shuai ge!! haha =x

Thursday, October 07, 2004

econs econs.
my only hope.
i wish upon a butterfly's ass..
that i can at least get an B!!
or maybe... an A? yah hopefully ar!

what a lucky day.. isn't it? :]
we saw shuai ge, vanness and blabla's shuai ge.
-big grins!

anyway.. tmr is the nightmare.
i DIE DIE must pass.
empty talks are of no use,
better get started on my cmsy!!

after tmr.. IM FREE!!
yay lets celebrate~!

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

I seem to be typing a lot of crappy things in my blog. So let�s be more constructive today!!
Beware. This entry is rather long.

Firstly been a girl, you have to take care of your personal appearance, your weight and the way you carry yourself. You have to trim your eyebrows, shave your armpit hair, and sometimes shave your leg hairs and all those unnecessary hair. You also have to put on makeup and what nots. You have to do all this to look good and to be attractive.

Periods. You will have to bear with the menses cramps, pimples outburst, and mood swings. Not forgetting you have to go to toilet every 2 hours or so to check for leakage and change pads.

Having a good figure is obviously what every girl dreams of! However if you have too big or too small a boobs. Some nicknames will just be stuck to you. Imagine how hurting that would be?

Boyfriends expect girls to be gentle, shu nu, cute, lovable. In a relationship, girls are always describe as very sensitive creatures, they demand a lot of attention. Sometimes guys say girls are too DEMANDING. They often say girls are always late for dates, always so unreasonable, always cry over little things. Girls always complain and whine. However, guys do that too. Because if they feel not satisfied, they will whine and complain about the imperfection.

In a marriage, if the husband goes out and fools around with other women, the wife could either suffer in silence or make a scene in the public (and earn herself the title - Shrewd). When a couple is having sex, the guy gets the fun while the girl gets the pain. So how wonderful can that get? And after that, if the girl gets pregnant, she has to go through the 9 months of pain. Imagine the morning sickness, labour pain, depression and the thought of been round and fat after you gave birth. And the husband will complain how ugly you looks like after giving birth (and got an excuse to find another woman)

Household chores. We need to do that from day to night. From young to old. In the older days, girls are viewed as useless things, as one day they would be married out. So they are not given education and are sent to work in the field from dawn-to-night. Nowadays, there are still parents who believe boys are better than girls.

Wives have to tahan scoldings, naggings and complains from their husbands and children.

Been a girl isn't as wonderful as what you thinks.
So guys please treat your sisters, mothers, girlfriends and girl classmates better.

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However, been a guy isn�t much of an easy thing too. Imagine the responsibility handed down to you. Guys are expected to take care of the family, go out and earn money. Guys should be the one wooing the girls. Guys should be more tolerant with girls. Guys should be the one paying for the date.

Guys get name-callings too. When you are more to the feminine side; you are stuck with the name �Sissy�. Guys should be tough. Guys should dress and walk like a man. Guys should be able to take risk. Guys should not cry (bullshit).

See how many �should� guys have to handle?

Of course there are lots more things guys are facing. For example like they have the urge to see a naked woman, so they resort to porn. When they want to have sex, but couldn't they resort to masturbating. When they are told their sperms are not healthy, imagine the embarrassment.

Been a guy isn't that easy too.
So girls please treat your brothers, fathers, boyfriends and boy classmates better.

Monday, October 04, 2004

hahah okok!! let me control my excitement and write a proper entry :)
here im back at home~!
tdae is a tedious day. morning 8am to afternoon 5pm. how wonderful!!
ahhaha but at least ACCOUNTING AND IISO IS DOWN D O W N DOWN!!!
hahah lets hope we pass with gud grades!!

not forgetting we are already starting to plan what to do for our upcoming holis!
i can see that holis are WAVING to me!!
haha~!
sushi outing, canoeing, ecp, chalet, project X with nadira, outing with nadira&cuz...etc
im going to flood myself with fun, laughter and crazniess this holis~!

last but not least, let us continue to drool over
shuai ge!!!!!
*DROOLS*

lets get mugging-ish!!
econs n cmsy.. here i come!!!

Saturday, October 02, 2004

im not studying but here blogging!
wth
pls slap me

working tdae was a laughter once again.
saw lynn wif justin :)

working there giving me alot of satisfaction..
esp wen customers thank me for the great service, great food/drink
esp wen cute little old ppl sae "thanks dear" or "thanks darling"
esp wen you can see customers smiling from their heart
although sometimes, i might get disgusted by ugly customers,

but i bet the satisfaction i get are more than the pores on ur nose & face!

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hmm.. Congratulate to the 3000th person hu came in! haha. come to me on mon, i will treat YOU!!

Friday, October 01, 2004

firstly..
HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!!!!! YAY!!!
and of course not forgetting...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI HENG!!!!
aka Mr. Ban :D
*good morning! welcome to ban's bakery*
ahhh.. those old good times...~

this is little dolly chups with her new hair!! :Dyah! it is the two of us again! hahah!!

yipe! it is me n chups back in action orite! ahhah she got a new haircut yesterday! so cute! -pinch her cheeks
ahhah though the 1st pic she look abit retarded but nvm lah hor.
haha i LIKE the 2nd pic WAHHA! nice! chups just look like some dolly haha
:]

by lynn : chups is always NEVER looking into the camera!!
hahah so true!! ;p
----
reality DO sucks right?
and yah.. it always do.

anyway before you comment on others, please do reflect on yourself first.
i guess we all should do some self-reflecting and soul searching.
YES. including me.
and i should learn to shut up.

-judge yourself, before you judge others

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

to mr shaun & whoever think i got a PMS face:

yah i know my face look as if everyday i got PMS ar..
but what to do? my face born like that lor.. hahaha
ku gua lian (bitter gourd face)..
hhaha PMS face.. funnie lar~!
cannot expect me to paste fake smile also mah..
so let it be lor.. PMS face orite~!

----
it is just so sad..
although they say everyone bound to leave this world
but when it hits you,
by then you can feel the pain..

we went over just now..
it is just so sad.
but david is strong..
we all see that..
if i were in his shoes..
i bet i will cry till i go crazy..

david,
takecare.
be assure that we will be there for you..


shuai ge came after i left.
not fated lo.
and chups say he is especially handsome just now
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Monday, September 27, 2004

finally all projects are over..
but that just means one thing..
SEM EXAM IS NEAR.!
yah.. next week~!
lets start mugging!

tdae's cmsy presentation. LOL
i bet nio is pleased with our grp's Q&A today..
HAHA.. he is laughing away..
geez.

shuai ge is handsome tdae..
dun u all think so? hahaha ;D
yah.. im drooling! hahaha

yay! tmr going to play lanterns n candles with the gers!
cheers!

[well. lantern plan cancelled last min.]
going to david there tmr

hope david will be orite..
God Bless..

Sunday, September 26, 2004

yesterday i walk down the path..
the path which remind me of so many memories

..remind me of the 1st time i saw u
on the bus.. u with ur guitar.
my eyes was just stuck to you..
and there is how everything begins..
where the sunshine, potato salad, borrowing of bio notes, national day recollection, calling me go down chit-chat, dinner with u&cy, our 1st hello, everything everything starts.
where me going crazy over you, late night sms-es and wonderful pic msgs u sent.
where RedHotPants, hot pancake, and my friendship with nadira starts.

..remind me of the night study
those night smoking, waffle uncle calling us cute, tompel gigi acting nerd n trying to act like mas!
french fries, climbing up the hall roof n see stars with sai, night walks, singing songs in the library, mugging away, lying down in the assembly square to see stars, u guys jumping down frm the 2nd level, so many so many..


mr jason frm aiport is cute. hhahah :]
mr sunny got his wisdom teeth extracted n he is crying in pain.

yesterday.. a day out with syidah n faizah!
hahah as usual lo. crappy n nonsense ar.!
at kfc.. we saw the guy that lynn tok abt! the guy hu put his hand on his ear n trying to act as if he is talking on the phone!

my little nephews. little angels. little sweethearts.
eh-eh and oh-oh :]

Thursday, September 23, 2004

lalalla~ iiso presentation down! hahah
and our model went straight into the dustbin.
our tako seem delicious rite? :D

saw "vanness" tdae again!! wahhaha
his hair more golden liao.
and his hair no longer d same!!!
his old hair nicer lah.. (but he still like to keep touching his hair lo.)
AND WE GOT TO KNOW HIS NAME
-whoa-
tralalla~ we noe his name we noe his name~~
his name is.....
*drum rolling*
teck kun or teck kuang HAHA

chups got serious short term memory!!
i tink she getting old liao ar.. ahahaha!
when chups, lynn n me reach pasir ris interchange..
den chups got this shocked look which look like -> :O
hahah she sae she left her clothes in sch ARRRRRRRR!!!!!! ahaha
hahah so the 3 of us rush back to sch.. ahhah funny lah
back in sch, we went to search the dustbin cos she tot she threw d clothes into the dustbin ;p
but actually is inside the lab ar. -phew.
so the 3 of us made our way back to pasir ris again
LOL.
and chups cannot aim properly!!!! teeheehee

oh yah. and that bloody food machine! always like tat one.
the food tio stuck inside ar, dun wan come out hahah
den chups go n hit the side of the machine.
hit so many times oso dun wan drop out.
bloody hell! =x
and we tried all ways ar. finally. the food dropped.
me n chups looked like mad women. LOl.
all for the sake of lynn's food. ahha
and Mr. Elton aka cutlet uncle smiled at us tdae!

lalal~ and not forgetting.
hahah we saw shuai ge tdae too!
cmsy presentation is up next!
jiayou! :D

sem exams is waving to me!! 2wks time.. how fast can time flies rite?
pls bless me.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

it is so touching.
to see what all those monkeys wrote in their blog
*cries*

those were the days man.
unforgettable!

my heart just got this funny feeling when i saw those entries in sai n masie's blog.
it is sweet and cool to know that they actually remember all those small little details that happened during our crappy days :]

sincerely, i thanks those monkeys who helped me along and shaped me into who i am today :)

makcik nadira
cute toonie mas (corrupted toon lar! aha)
nonsense aka crazy partner SAIYEEEET (syed)
miss slow aka syasya
miss all-so-pinchable ckeeks aka juju
prata tata =x
crappy fa'izah

as much as i would love to say it again;
THANKS MONKEYSSSSSSS!!!
(for all the love)

Monday, September 20, 2004

went sch for commskill proj tdae. hahah
tdae got no lessons ar boring!
me n lynn waited at d busstop lo.
from no rain till heavy rain till small rain den sunshine rain den.. got sunshine. n booboo they all still haven come!
*fast forward story*
hilmi bought us yummy oreos n sweets! ahhahah THANK YOU hor!
we were v noisy inside d proj room lor. playing game n shits. laughing n shouting.
den d security guard came.
we were ALMOST chased out.
but mr moomoo sae 'sorry sorry' hahah. so we just cont to stay inside till we go for our iiso lect lor.
*fast forward story*
den we go hme hahaha.
at pasir ris there.. me n lynn like garang guni.
hahah shall not elaborate further.! ahha ;p

i read FHM. so wassup? pretty bikini babes only.
anyway that book doesnt belongs to me.
that FHM is qinsheng's. HAHA
n qinsheng is cute! ahhaha
n so is shuai ge!

sian i wan go shopping.

hahah forget to mention! i see nadira tdae! such a big monkey!!

not forgetting... TODAY IS WHOSE BDAE?!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JUJU!!

Saturday, September 18, 2004

eating chocolate give me cheapskate & short-term happiness.
HAHA.
im bored and tired but couldnt get to sleep.
i think im balding.. do you think so?

window shopping sucks.
you see stuffs you like and you just feel like grabbing all of them.
but you are not loaded with cold hard cash.
what craps.
should work more so i can shop.
HAHA. typical humans.
money money money

4:12pm
planned to get my yellow pointed shoes tdae.
however, laziness get over me.
furthermore i slipped in d toilet
and got my head hit against the toilet bowl.
yah
go and try getting your head hit on that toilet bowl orite?

- there is something about you that makes you attractive..

Friday, September 17, 2004

it was indeed a shocking news.
dunno to say
she is too hard on herself
or
it is a pity that she ended up in such situation..
God Bless
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
N A D I R A!!
HAPPY OH HAPPY 17TH~~~

*insert nadira's "hello darling!"*
yay! nadiraaaaaaaa! happy bdae! :D
teeheehee.
happy 17th birthday!

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

so sleepy.. and i feel grumpy haha!
had our commskill test tdae. difficult lor.! :<

aie.. got back our commskill presentation n expository compo marks.. not bad not bad ar..

n did our iiso model abit abit..
s l e e p y.
and we saw "vanness"! chups n me go crazy again after seeing him! hahaha
n crazy chups!.. anyhow go shout shout ppl's name HAHA.

humans.. please show the beautiful side of YOU!

Monday, September 13, 2004

get ready for some laughter! :D

fairy chups & princess xy -pukes

yadda* its me n chups in actiON! hahaha
gina said we no tong nian.. HAHA!
yay! chups is trying to act as a fairy godmother n me trying to pass off as a princess -PUKE

yay! this is my 100th post!

Sunday, September 12, 2004

trallaa. tdae working was funnie! of cos DUH! it is mohd, jen wor n me! hahah ;p
here is some pics!


click for larger view!

btw my darling sweetie nephews drop by tdae.. Oh how i miss them! :]

Saturday, September 11, 2004

humans are so ugly. too u-g-l-y.
sickening woman. not even our customer. you are asking a flavour from us and yet you are scolding me. I am making you very angry?! yah right.. PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH and fuck off.

thanks that lady who bought Chocolate Toffee for saying,
"she never buy anything and yet stand there scold so loud. mad woman. ask her go fly kite lah!!"
thanks kene..
for that pat on my shoulder and that silly laughter.
thanks sunny..
for asking how am i feeling and that pat on my shoulder.
thanks seb..
for that silly smile.

people can be as sickening and ugly as they want.. but they still have their nice and beautiful side.. so please show MORE of your beautiful side!!!!!!!

- Those sadness hidden in your heart are far more hurting than those shown on your face..

Friday, September 10, 2004

yipppppe! i pass my accounting test! -grinz
hahah wat a mircle! :]
yay yay yay!! i pass my accounting testtt!

Thursday, September 09, 2004

gina, chups, me n lynn!

evelyn drew tis! isnt it so sweeeeet? haha :D

Monday, September 06, 2004

my bro is going chalet. wat luck. i oso wan to go!
remind me of all those fond memories of our very first class chalet!
haha.
and he said this, "i cant stand you 2.. always arguing.."
HAHA.

im getting tired. boring.
tdae during commskill was madness.
fun time chit-chatting lah. ahhha!
n of cos fun time playing ard wif mr moomoo's hp! aha

time to pia project!

i have the urge to go shopping!

Saturday, September 04, 2004

i wanna go fly kite! so nice seeing those flying kite.. freedom

omg! lynn, chups n gina r disgusting ppl!
they ate melted cheese with mushroom bread in d morning!
oh my god!
anyway lynn, pls haf some nicer dreams!! hhaa

saw qiupz n her bf! ahhah they both so compatible!
ahahah both of them so cute lol

after test, went arcade n went wild once again! hahah funnie lah. screaming with chups, lynn, gina n sujun/rachael!
fun time screaming!!
wah lao. d dinos ar. wahhaha fun fun fun! =]
den c derek play skate board ar ahhaha.
jason n david play car racing. anyway im lousy in tat arrr. lol
crazy cows!

nxt we went gina's hme (yay again!) ahhaha
go do project ar lol!
den gina's maid (lets call her kakak naning!!) cook for us! d food so yummy! :D
den we started saying cheers lah. bet david n hilmi got d shock of their lives lah. their classmates like siao cha boh =x
after tat we played bingo.. all those crazy stuffs ar.
when gina's mom was abt to reach hme, we all like so kan chiong. ahhaha like wan fight war like tat ar..
scary balls.

projects are disgusting creatures. they are suffocating me

i screwed my accounting test :'( booboo.

- i like the way your eyes shines and go sparkling like stars when you smile...

Thursday, September 02, 2004

whoa! haf a freezing 'good' time in iiso lab. was fun to c d whole class pia for d iiasshole project which need to be submitted tdae! hahahha..
been d hardworking ones; chups, lynn, gina n me went sch early to crack our brains for iiso proj..
ahahah n lynn was trying hard to catch d attention of d ppl frm d lab nxt door. see-through windows are wonderful! can see handsome ppl lar~

hhahah finally one project down. shall work hard for our model orite? lets jia you girls!
jason's hp is fun. n so is our "one more two more three more! n more n more!" *pose*

okie back from dinner. the mushroom on d dinner table spoil sia. lets all sae NO to mushroom!
anyway tdae chups's slippers spoil again! ahhahah why ar? why her slippers always spoil one ar?
and thnks ar chups.. accompany me go buy food.. althought it is difficult for u to walk wif d slipper! thnks *muacks!* ahhhaaa...

commskill is a killer.
accounting is a killer.
iiasshole is another killer.
cmsy is a big fat killer.
econs is beginning to kill.

i just want to close my eyes and sleep forever.. and hopefully you will be in my dreams

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

my head was treated as a horse tdae! hahaha had a whole whale of fun wif my darling nephews tdae! yah my precious darling wonderful sweetie little angels!

anyway projects are killing my beauty sleep. okie lah. need to pia iiso (ii ASSHOLE) for tmr liao. will update more abt tdae if got time lor..

anyway i fail tat cbtl test AGAIN N AGAIN!!!!

Monday, August 30, 2004

:+: HAPPY BIRTHDAY :+:
mr kiew,
stupid sheng,
mr oh-so-charming jeremy!

MAY you be flooded with cute and pretty girls, so you can get over your wonderful ex gf!

Friday, August 27, 2004

i dreamt abt my eyeballs few days back. scary balls!

CCN day is finally over. w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l.
the haunted house at INT sch was WHOA. hahahah fun time screaming wif lynn!!! lol. n chups keep pulling me! scary balls!

i bet i gain weight! ice cream for FIVE straight days! who wont gain weight sia?! the sight of ice cream makes me horrified!

gina gina! hope u like d present from the 3 of us!

nadira! ur class's fruit salad is so damn yummy! make some for me in private nxt time orite? =]

and yah ar. sorry ar. i shouted so many times 'shut up' just now. booboo

where is the good old xy?


I wish my days are as easy as sleeping..

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

ice cream selling is great!
eating ice cream is even more WONDERFUL! haha.
icecreamlickinggood! YAY!

presentation on monday was so~so but seeing everyone in formal wear was cool! hahah some of us look so CUTE. chups was WHOA!! ahahahh so different so pretty!

and my term test result. forget abt it ba. i shall work harder!

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

no matter how big a container is, water will still overflow.
i have my own limits too.

you can say whatever you want because you always look on the surface only. you never ever look behind the screen.
you think i enjoy working, slogging away on weekends? while on the other hand i can actually quit and enjoy my weekend like any other people?
you always assume what i wanted.
and by confiscating all those things.. it just shows how little trust you have in me..
and the more you do these things, the more i will dislike you..
here's d BIT sport day photo! YAY TB011!! =]

lalalal! darling tb011!

not in the photo : ruxuan, evelyn, qiuping, qinsheng, hilmi

my darling frens!
lynn wif thuMBS up
chups wif fake left eye (WAHAHA)
gina wif d pose which looks like she trying to sell herself!

and the OLD GUY is not my classmate. he is our stupid careperson!

for clearer pic => click here!

Saturday, August 21, 2004

well, shall do abit of updates about my life.. : BORED
tat blogger taskbar is irritating the ass out of me. so pls bear with it at d moment until i find time to change my skin. [WOO MY SKIN]
presentation is coming. stress lah, cant find wat to wear, btw my shoes looks like a witch. WITCH XY
getting stressed wif project n family. wahlao. BTH LOR.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

aching! haha. wah lao im so in love wif tb011 haha! u ppl are just so wonderful lah! =]

had an awesome BIT sports day.. ahha yay! all d sweating n running around like mad cows haha! n yah d BIT tee not bad.. very nice!
n woowoo david pro ar in badminton *envy..
david n chups champs for mixed double wor!
n chups is pro in so many things! ahhaha awww i love u gers so damn much! -winks

yay tb011!

---
yah i feel fortune.. coz i always haf great frens around me.. frm pri till poly.. they are always great n fun and always there to support.. and for me tis kind of person ar.. cannot live w/o frens.. so u guys see how important u are? =]

Monday, August 16, 2004

some chalet pics!

chalet chalet!
click for larger view!

for clearer ones.. click HERE

Friday, August 13, 2004

- tbo11 chalet cum bbq ; 12aug -

yay! d chalet cum bbq totally ROCKS lor. love tb011 (well almost most of them =x)
lol. so let me describe how wonderful we r lah! woo!

mit gina around 3:15pm den headed downtown east to mit chups n lynn! tralalla asked darius to show us d way to the room at Aranda Country Club. darius got a new haircut! lOLX. reach there n started to get nosiy lol. played twister n uno attack. laughter LOR! den some play mahjong n chitchat lol. den one by one all came ar.

630pm! bbq time! i bet it was the best bbq i had. tons of fun, eating, craps n cooking. burnt face ar. me n gina n lynn got all teary cos of d smoke!! chups, lynn gina n xy! cooks of the nite! lol ;p haha wahhaha. took a few shots n lamed around! derek stripped wahhaha!! lol n darius was dancing to d music.. waaahhhh! ahah den qinsheng n shaun came. shaun has no sense of direction ar =x

after eating, went up room again n lame around played around somemore.. den me nadia darius andrew n david sent lynn home. andrew fork out money for lynn to take cab hme! wahhhh! lol. went around to find whether pool/bowling still available but hahaha! all closed. so went back n lame somemore.

bathed n had a game of twister wif derek leo qinsheng. yay! qinsheng wear blackie undies lah =x hahah den wif sweat, we sent gina hme! followed by tat, gary n frens matt n shujun left too..

so the ppl staying overnite are soul, nadia, derek, chups, qinsheng, shaun, jason, darius, andrew, david n me!

so we sat down n played some games together lah. by this time everyone was damn high! darius was too high so his reactions were damn slow lor! lol. punishment : 3 full cups of tap water. dunno how many cups darius n david drank lah. darius actually vomitted HOTDOGS out! lolx =x

TONS OF FUN tonS OF FUN!! esp qinsheng's games lah. lame n yet so stupid n fUN! lol. =] den after tat went for a few round of attack games. n den settled down to chit chat.. tok abt alot of shits ar lol. wonderfUUUL! chatted until from 2+am to around 5:20am den we send shaun out to d taxi stand.. after that nadia chups soul derek darius david qinsheng n me headed to pasir ris beach trying to catch a glimsp of sunrise. lol. lame lor walked n walked n ended up walking back again haaa. =_= n qinsheng was rubbing his leg n saying he's feeling sexy WOO~

by the time we reached our room it was around 7am ar. n everyone collaspe onto the all-so-lovable beds n catch their zzz's. so me chups qinsheng darius david were slping in the living room n YAY me n chups were slping on d floor. lol it was like freezing LOR! didnt catch much slp den at 9+ me n chups started getting hyper n made noise, jumping n doing morning exercise LOL. like market ar! lol chups ar sorrie hor. i hyper den drag u play game wif me lol ;p

its like we all see the other side of each other during the chalet. the fun n lame side! n not forgetting the adorable side lol. all i can say is : YOU PPL ARE SO GREAT. yay, im glad i have people like you guys in my poly class! =]

w/o sleep for around 36hrs. gonna catch some beauty slp! gud nite darling tb011 esp those hu went to d bbq/chalet. u guys are SO GREAT! :D

bought home a few things with me : few cuts n blue-blacks, aching body n sore throat n PRICELESS FRIENDSHIP.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

wah lao! taxi drivers hu purposely take a longer route ought to be shot!! how can they use such way to cheat ppl money! boohoohoo.

whooope! tdae is a wooonderful day! *traallal*
went gina's hse to do project duh. we r gud kids!
lynn chups ru xuan n geetha! lol. was lameing n laughing as usual lah. gina has become more n more lame liao lor. lameness is spreading around.
gina got such lovable sisters! [hey gina say thnks in my taggie hor] all soooo -awwww- CUTE n swt looking! lol
brenda was laughing nonstop. leona so cute n swt. n evangeline ;p chups ar! too FRENLY, made her cried. lol. booboo!

den yah lol do project.. den we play n lame around. den we played uno attack. yadda* they always dun let me win. den played badminton n basketball. chups n gina drove me on d bicycle. heavy xy lol.
lame around somemore n laugh n laugh wif brenda lol. funnie ar.!
WONDERFUL DAY yay!

whoooppe! tmr is bbq! :]

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

yaddayadda* just come back from work. TIRED
yup saw cy again! yay! AGAIN!
lol. same old him.. still so chatty. neverending topics between us uh, always got smth to tok wif him. how nice!

yipe.. those gud old sec3 days wif cy n ridz. wonderful i shld sae!
always going hme wif cy n tok nonstop on d bus. n always getting stares frm others cos we tok TOO LOUD lol.
n wen end-of-yr exam came, our books were piling up to d sky n so we took a taxi hme. LOL. d driver must be thinking we r moving house.
n yaya! cy's cousin. i love her! yay she love me too.
beautiful ger! trallala. n ridz tat idiot.
lame ridzuan. where r you? need u to lame wif me lah.
yup..
missing every single one of you...

Monday, August 09, 2004

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

Sunday, August 08, 2004

some host was singing:
"happy birthday singapore!"
some ppl was following d host n try to sing it 39 times:
"happy birthday see my ball"

so see whose balls?

u ppl should check out: http://xiaxue.blogspot.com
her blog is real interesting.
n add on to that; she is a beauty.

tmd. he sucks.
fuck offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.

Saturday, August 07, 2004

i screwed cmsy.
just like wat i predicted! wahaha.
watever lah. holiday here i come!!!!!!!!!!!

oh a great day wif syidah n faizah -dumdidi-

anyway blogspot is screwed up TOO.
must ask me sign in ZILLION times!

tired.slpy.aching.
so i shall stop here.
am looking fwd to d bbq.
it will certainly turn out interesting n fun.. [wont it?]
YAY!

Wednesday, August 04, 2004



alrite! wif deepest love; this is my darling woman... fiza!
-muacks-

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

here's the neoprints!



woowoo. still got 3 more different ones. will add when got time!
well i NEED to blog tdae! lol.
accounting is d.o.w.n. one more to go! ;D

well well after test went makan wif chups, lynn, gina, geetha & ru xuan! yummy yummy! lol.
den as usual went arcade lol. but poor me&chups! wanna play HouseOfTheDead2 but ONLI GOT ONE GUN =_=
boohooboohoo. HouseOfTheDead2 my onli entertainment lar~ even if my shooting sux. lol

den ahhahaha!! went off to take neoprints. cool bananas. everything turn out nice! wahhaha got time den post d pic here ar! very smalllll~

wonderful dae i shall sae!!

i wanna get d samsung e700 e700 e700 e700. money money money money..

he got a blog. surprisingly.

Thursday, July 29, 2004



bananas dipped in melted chocolate and refreshing coconuts!
yumyum
-Tropicana Paradise

 
Paradise of 4e3
hmm here im back at hme. tired? but haven been doing much things except been frozen in iiso lab. lemmi recap wat happened tdae!

as usual sch.. saw cass n tata during break tdae! pleasant surprise ahha!
got frozen during iiso lab den yah went hme.
saw cy at busstop! another surprise lol. same old same old cy! still d same as last time uh! chatted wif him till i reach my busstop. ahhaha his toilet man is still wif me~

my growing teeth is hurting me. keeps on poking me

well mayb not updating till term test r over. gonna put in some effort ;D

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

 
� 2 oranges
� Small. amount lemon juice
� Bananas
� Powdered sugar

1. Cut into slices as many bananas as there are people to be served
2. Over this squeeze the juice of 2 oranges and a little lemon juice
3. Cover thickly with powdered sugar
4. Let stand 30 minutes on ice before serving


yummy yum yum! recipe taken frm Qoo~ 

sch ended real early tdae. 11am! cool har? ;D

Monday, July 26, 2004

well commskills done. finally
but d other deadlines r chasing up.

7 more days to my term test.

yeah went arcade again wif chups n lynn!! n was still screaming my head off. my shooting skills is too rotten ar. haha die nv study still whole dae fool ard.

got this stupid cat pic i wan post here ar. WAHHAH. nadira totally dislike tis pic!! 
 
 freak out! freak out! lol.

haha they say d cat like keep on staring at them, very irritating ar.
d cat look very stupid lor lol.

Saturday, July 24, 2004

alrite had d ne forum tdae. kinda ok uh, got to noe more abt our law thingy lol. d singing of national day song was abit ahem-ahem lol. still tink our bv's national day singing competition is still better! ;p still rmb those times -awww- so wonderful. really got d feel of national day! wahahha lame lah i noe

tdae funnie lah just cut short wat happened tdae!
-raining monkeys&donkeys in d early morning
-went for ne forum wahhaah. smelly feets totally freaks us OUT!!
-had another gross nuggets session wif lynn, gina, chups n nadia! lol DISGUSTING
-mit nadira tat monyet n walk ard tm awhile den send her to busstop
-mit up wif chups n gina again n roam ard tm awhile
-wild time at d arcade!!!!!!!!!! wahhahaha i was reali SCREAMING my head off. sorry lah gina n chups! lol
-saw derek n slp thruout d whole 1hr bus journey
-end of my day!

okies gonna rush for my assignment due on monday 5pm!!

happy birthday xiao heng!!

Friday, July 23, 2004

happy birthday mas mas!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

yummy yum yum. xy caught in action! working is fun!!     mohd acting like an idiot on d mrt!!!!!! 
 
the two idiots uh. laughing out loud. funnie lah!!!!
 
caught on camera using our dear jen jen's hp! lol!

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

hhhhhiiiiiiieee! morning morning. early sunshine uh? 
 
lol sunshine. dumb dumb dumb. heartbreaking. gethimouttaofmymind. 
 
"he is nothing but a heartache" 
 
LOL 
 
im beginning to type in broken sentences. oh heartbreaking heartbreaking~~~ 
 
1yr7mth10++days. wat a stupid dumb irritating xy. getalife. 
 
u dun even stand a place in his ass. wake up
 
drama mama

Monday, July 19, 2004

cute guys DO live in punggol!!
 
WOOWOOO. all this while i was tinking punggol is such an uninteresting boring place wif boring ppl [which exclude sheng, me n cy! muhahah]. tis morning my eyes caught a cute guy.! whOA best part is that he wear spect! whahahaa. he is running for his bus n he got tis hey-look-im-running look on his face! lol. SO damn CUTE LOR. haha!
 
dun ever jog at d carpark basement. it is so damn creepy lor!
 
why why why?! im still in my relax mode. hahah where is my panick button!?
 
btw i read d newspaper tdae n they sae ppl r selling their gmail account. funny lah. i got a gmail account too. but so wat? i still can invite 2ppl to sign up for a gmail acc. but so wat? ppl r getting too funny. email account oso wan to sell.. =_= 
 
idontlikecomingback. u always nag at me wen i always step into d hse after d sky turns dark. u sae im starting to treat it as my hotel. ualwaysmakemefeelpissed. im stuck to d com becos i dunwan to c ur face Ok?
 
nadira sae no jerks. thnks ah nadira. i love u so much! 
 
to pink : gurl nvm uh. fei onli wat. look around, still got us wat. f-e-i nth big. yes he is nth big. just a guy. hu makes u all-so-miserable. heck uh. no big no big no big dEEEEEEEAAAAAAALLLLLLLL AH