原来越大, 才发现能让自己开心的事越少; 而偏偏每天却在盲目的寻找。。。

never know someone can be so frigging selfish. ugh...

I must never be as selfish as him. never.

Tonight I cleaned up my Instagram account, deleted photos of what used to be us.

Almost a year, time really flies.
But it had been a good one year. I am happy on most days, I traveled with different people - people I know since birth, people I know for a long time and people I know for a few years. I love myself more and appreciate alone time a lot.

Thankful for everything that had happened, which make me appreciate a lot more things now. :)

Hello October, I love you already. Let's begin the countdown. :)

"喜欢主动买单的人, 

不是因为钱太多, 而是把友情看的比金钱重要.

合作时愿意让利的人,

不是因为笨, 而是知道分享.

工作时愿意主动多干的人, 

不是因为傻, 而是懂得责任.

吵架后先道歉的人,

不是因为错, 而是懂得珍惜.

愿意帮你的人,

不是欠你什么, 而是把你当真朋友."

One of the nicest "Thank you" I've gotten so far..

"for being a constant in my life... being practical when i needed you to, being a comedian when im down, bringing me back to reality i'm flying and irrational..."

:)

Today I feel so fake, pfffff.

keywords to remind myself of today: 70 and cake.

Awaiting to see this with my own eyes!!!!!!
Oct, please come now!!!!!1

Krabi, Batam, Bangkok, Montigo and Taiwan - I sure am a happy person this year :)

Looking forward to next year!

Stumbled upon the following, on one of the few blogs that I'm still reading... so much truth in it. Yes/no?

"One day, whether you
are 14,
28
or 65

you will stumble upon
someone who will start
a fire in you that cannot die.

However, the saddest,
most awful truth
you will ever come to find––

is they are not always
with whom we spend our lives."

"Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me, so I knew what Augustus was doing. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a Sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile." 

-- John Green

累了的时候， 应该停下来歇一歇；还是应该继续向前冲？

Today I feel sad, tired, frustrated and all the negative emotions jumbled up together. I wish to vent it out, but all these feelings are just stuck here.

Then, I realized 有很多话我说不出口.

Sigh. Today's goodbye was the toughest. I feel so sad, so so sad... I didn't expect it to hit me this hard. Things will be different for sure. We can only hope for the best.

I believe I can flyyyyy!! Can't wait! :)
Thankful for all the nice people around me, looking forward to the upcoming trip!

10 years of friendship, 谢谢你们不离不弃 and not judging me for my actions and the decisions I made in my life.

I thanks the universe for my 3 sisters!!!!!!!!

HORAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY finally it's my turn to leave on a "jetplane" and never to come back again!!
A little trip out of SG, thank you Bao & Judy for making it happen!! LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR TRIP!!!! :D :D :D :D

新年快乐!! Today is 大年初一, HUAT AH!

The most peaceful and zen CNY I ever experience till date, and I LOVE IT!!!!!!
I can sleep till the all the animals come home, no need to hear him speaking on the phone loudly early in the morning and be pek cek and just indulge in doing nothing.

Might seem boring to others that I'm not out visiting during CNY, but that's totally fine with me. I don't have any relatives in SG to begin with, so to stay at home and sleep is the next best option!! hahah..

Amazingly, Mr. Matthew Lim actually came by and commented in my chatbox on 22 Jan 14, 10:40pm! Have to record down this moment so I can remember it.. AHHAH!!!! so touched.. :'~~~~~~~~~~


Jan is coming to and end soon, scary that another month just slip away like that.
Ups and downs during this Jan, but I've learnt to kiss those tears goodbye and move on now.

原来还是会痛 :'(