Tuesday, June 15, 2004

read masie blog just now. wth man.

"...i pity last yr's 4/3 and 4/4, aft they got their results, their class has practically and openly been shamed by almost every single teacher who teaches us. poorthings. but hey, serves them right, i din like most of them anyway :D o wait, i din like most of the sec 4s last yr at all! what a revalation..." an excerpt from someone's blog..

i WAN to noe hu said those things.! wth. no hard feelings uh. just wan to noe.. anyway last yr we all somehow or rather know that not all teachers or students like our 4e3. but wth (again), they all pretended to like us, saying we r all so active n allsortsofthings. they all treat us as a bunch of monkeys; failures, hu only care abt playing whole dae long n not studying. but DID they see what we all did for o level? we all did tried to work hard, coming back for extra lessons and doing d test papers from other schs..

n for that person hu wrote tat in his/her blog. shit u. we dun need any pity. though our results aint tat gud but i guess we all noe we did our best. at least we haf fun studying. its ur prob tat u dun like most of them.

oh fuck. bv sucks. old times are somehow better. i bet the ppl dwn at bv now must be laughing in their hearts whenever we goes back. they must be thinking that we still haf d cheek to go back after we got such shitting, digusting, lousy result? damn bv. all-so-not-looking-fwd-to-concert ;
yest my orientation sux.
my class is soooo boring!
save mEEEE.!

arggh. i dunno how to mix ard uh. ppl dun wan mix wif me lolx ;( watever lah

sorry ah ridz; didnt go ur bdae thingy.! will get ur pressie soon after i got my pay uH!
masie n ppl! lets look fwd to graduation concert! woo woo!
tp sux. 21st is a sucky daaaeee.

hohos. didnt go for my orientation tdae. sucky lah

- wondering when i could adapt to my new poly and new class.. *sigh*

Saturday, June 12, 2004

another sad,bad day as usual..

nadira called me just now.. haa almost cry in d middle of d street.. cant wait for orientation.! just wanna get away from them!

tdae i shall write abt happy things! woo woo..

ooh went to my nephew's hse.. ooh evan is soo smart! love him to bits! he spotted me wen he was standing at d door den he flashed his big grin! woo woo i love his smile! contagious ah! at once, all d bad stuffs seem to disappear ah.! i wan to live wif themmmm..! den he is so kpo [just like me!] but he smart ah! he will take ur hand n lead u to a chair den ask u sit dwn, den will greet and smile at u.. den will oso ask u to drink water! but he is onli 1year old plus plus!! and did i mention tat he got beautiful eyes that will go sparkling when he smiles? ;D and his cheeks got a light shades of healthy pink.! woo woo such a great kid. Lo0o00oooooove hiM!

monkeys oh monkeys *shake butt* nadira oh nadira *shake butt* evan oh evan *shake shake* syidah oh syidah *shake butt* masie oh masie *shake butt* pinkyida oh pinkyida *shak shake*

oh tdae on d street got this guy hand me this paper.. meaningful ah all those stuffs written on d paper..

- Be happy with what you have while working for what you want. (Don't expect Life to be fair)

Thursday, June 10, 2004

im so NOT HAPPY. grr. why?!
�������������������������... just leave me alone

i need a space of my own
my mind is in a whirl
my mind is in a mess
clear them uP
ooh. i miss syidah!! haha

n whats more? I MISS THE MONKEYS LAH! hahah [im not a spoilt brat.. just acting like one]

yest nite was horrible for me lah. i got no bed to slp on.. i got no pillows to slp on.. all i got is a SLEEPING BAG and an area of space around 1.60m by 0.75m =_= like camping sio.. but if u tink that's fun.. try it urself ah! i hardly can turn. i miss my big bed!i 'tossed n turned' n woke up wif a backache. ;\ somemore tdae work ah! horrible sio! morning was so bored. d 3 of us like walking zombies.!

hmm i miss d times we ate at d sch canteen.. although we seem to be eating&drinking d same food everydae but we dun seem to get sick of it uh. mayb becos we r eating wif interesting people! hhaa.. miss them miss them miss them.

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

ooh happy 17th birdday to fang ru! *woo woo* lolx

just got bck hme.. haha went dwnstair to buy some snacks for syidah n myself lah. hahah but i realise i dun even haf a single cent wif me. gosh so haf to walk all d way to tat stupid atm which is like hmm.. 1.58036 kilometer away! haha i bought hot&spicy twisties for myself n im killing myself.. haha i bite my upper lips n d hot&spicy is killing me *woo woo*

going to d airport ltr! excited ahhhhh

did i mention tat d board tat holds my keyboard is gone? gone for good!

Monday, June 07, 2004

counting down to orientation.. gosh. 7days

im bored. im aching all over. i couldnt even move my fingers. so difficult to type tis entryyyyy.! my arms r gonna drop anytime!

woo. yest was my 2nd nephew's 1st month celebration. my hse was in a chaos yest! ahha my dearest evan aka 1st nephew lah turned my hse UPSIDE DOWN. hohos. but i still loooovveee him to bits. so CUTE! lolx. anyway he dragged my com's keyboard to d toilet ahha! dunno wat will happen to it, nvm lah. yest i haf d funest sunday ever [apart frm tat sunday market uhH] n oh yea! i carried my newborn nephew n he is soooo soft! small little cutie! woo woo.

too bad i haf to go to work! yest work was SO~SO onli. d fun part is working wif janna&syidah ah. we haf lotsa of fun. hahah thnks to janna hu keeps on singing to entertain us uh. closing was quite fast hahas.

and thnks to tat big cat hu slps on d chair, causing syidah to come to me for help! and been d stupid xy, i just stood at one side saying "shoo shoo" to d cat, thinking it will just shoo off. haha we both scare big cats uh. n haha! finally THNKS to tat swensens guy! he help to lure d cat away. lol.
wen we go hme, d cat was still slpin on d chair and i just took syidah's hand n went "AHH AHH AHH" haha stupid me. and d swensens guy ask "u 2 so scare of cats ah?" =_=

oh yea went out wif my sis in law yest and we were holding an umbrella and wen we cross d road got this stupid old man asked :
"zhe yang yen yao take umbrella uh?" [like tat oso wan to take umbrella?]
shit HIM! den my sis in law throw back an answer :
"bu ke yi SHI MA?" [cannot IS IT?]"
woo woo!!

oh yea! tis wed syidah is flying oversea! so sad. haha gonna send her off at d airport. miss her!

ooh my relatives are coming over to stay and ME haf to hand over MY room to them and ME haf to bring them ard spore. it is stupidly irritating and i just love to complain. SLAP ME!

Saturday, June 05, 2004

ooh yest nite was bored so i went to flip thru my yearbook!
after flipping thru i almost cried. yest almost cried. emo xy! emo lah. real sad.!

time REALLY flies uh? 7months.. i haf left bv for 7months! hais. how fast could time flies? i miss that old building ah.. that building where i spent my fruitful 4 whole years.. the place i cried and laughed in.. the place i met those monkeys.. the place where they shaped me into who i am now.. but d building is gone. they smashed it. they sae a new building will be better.. but sometimes, they dun understand.. old would be even better

sometime i just wish i dun grow up tat fast, young is gud! haha i speaks as though im some 90year old woman =x but i miss pri sch! lolx. during tat time who cares how you dress? im always untidy in my sch uniform.. i only comb my hair once. i dun care wat others say about me. i dun spend much money.. i nv go against my parents. but i changed. to d bad side i tink..

sometimes i try to be better to others.. esp my parents.. but i dun seem to improve. mayb i dun even put in any effort at all ;\ they say life is a play; if you cant play this role, play another role. but in my situation, i cant be a gud gf, a fillal daughter nor a gud student.. so wat can i be?

sometimes i dun even understand myself.. den how come others could tell me this.."hey i understand u ok". really? do you?

hohos. enough of emo things ah. let tok about others things!

aww nadira is so swt. swt until i can die! lolx. she come dwn pasir ris just to see me! isnt that swt enough? haha ;D but she sae im swt too~~ *tlalal*
"lets just hope he n his gf, he n his gf will be at d concert so we can shatter our hearts together ah nadira!"
i guess im swt too.! haah our hearts will be shattered!!

im bored. real bored.! i wan get a decent planner! so anyone out there pls keep a lookout for me ok! thnks ah!
oh yea i wan to spend a nite at d beach.. anyone care to accompany me? we can fight mosquitoes together!! hohos.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

ohh my dearest yellow car! i finally found u! *huggie*
u tink im mad?! lolx my yellow car rOCKS ok?!!!

both : "hmph! im not toking to you!" *turn heads*
xy: eh hu's tat cute guy over there? syidah: wah upstair got spider ahhh!

ohh smelly feets rocks! stinks d whole place lolx!
lelong lelong!! 4shoes for d price of one ah oi!! come come come!!

woo! pinkyida and faizah!!
lets smile at d cute ger hu tk our pic!

oh! d pics for twb dae is out! lolx.. still got alot lah. but lazy to post all here ;P i love my yellow car!

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

woo.. twb dae is hmm wonderful!

sialah. so long nv c syahida liao! her hair nice! so lady liked...! heehee. mature little ger wor! =x pretty pretty uH!! ;P

haaa me n gudger aka syidah like mad ah. nyonya&ahsoh ah! we sat in d middle of d path n try on pinkyida's shoes lolx. wonderful dae! took some shots.!
haaa few shots on pinkyida's digi cam.. like them sooo much! esp d special one i pose OK! haa.. n a few shots i posed wif gudger/honey! all so very nice~~~ yea! will put them up soon!
lolx. i like d silver star seat at Edge! gudger! we shld just slp there! hahaa~

OH! met jianxiang at coffee bean; bugis! so shocked to c him! lolx.

yum yum! i love gardenia [i tink i spell wrong ah. throw away d plastic liao. dunno how to spell] butter rolls! yummy yum yum! hahaa.. it save my life tdae wen i was almost dying frm starving! lolx. crapping lah.

i like you.. i still do rite? do i? why do you have to appear that morning and make me feel so curious about you? why do you have to appear that night; when im thinking of you?