Can't believe that the very last day of 2009 is HERE!
All in all, this year had been great, a little bumpy along the way, but like the saying goes - what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, right!

Made some decisions and was been questioned and doubted by many, it was polly the lowest point of my life (at that moment) cause I seriously felt that no one understand what was I going through, and all they do is TALK, BLAME and QUESTION.
Then I began thinking very negatively (and also telling people around me about negative stuffs and so on...)
So eventually it's stay or go. I made a stand, but went against it in the end (damn fickle I know). And again my decision was been questioned by many (even some random people that you barely know).
But up till now, I'm pretty glad that I gave myself a Take 2, cause I know some really great people and I really have so much fun :)

I'm very glad that FAT4 are still in very close contact with each other, and I know they're the one whom I can always fall back onto ♥
And also, the recent meetup with Matt & QS was great too! Like after so long lor! We should do that more often, provided the busy boys/men are free! JASON, YOU ARE BEEN MISSED! COME BACK SOON!

I haven't been updating regularly this year, mainly because I'm lazy and partly cause I don't want others to know what I was doing/not doing. Sometimes it kinda act like a protective shell for myself.

Scorpios are secretive, so much so that sometimes I don't even know myself.

That aside, I will spend some time reflecting on this year, I WILL BE BACK.

LASTLY, I know I always say this.. BUT I STILL LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU OUT THERE!