never know someone can be so frigging selfish. ugh...

I must never be as selfish as him. never.

Tonight I cleaned up my Instagram account, deleted photos of what used to be us.

Almost a year, time really flies.
But it had been a good one year. I am happy on most days, I traveled with different people - people I know since birth, people I know for a long time and people I know for a few years. I love myself more and appreciate alone time a lot.

Thankful for everything that had happened, which make me appreciate a lot more things now. :)

Hello October, I love you already. Let's begin the countdown. :)

"喜欢主动买单的人, 

不是因为钱太多, 而是把友情看的比金钱重要.

合作时愿意让利的人,

不是因为笨, 而是知道分享.

工作时愿意主动多干的人, 

不是因为傻, 而是懂得责任.

吵架后先道歉的人,

不是因为错, 而是懂得珍惜.

愿意帮你的人,

不是欠你什么, 而是把你当真朋友."

One of the nicest "Thank you" I've gotten so far..

"for being a constant in my life... being practical when i needed you to, being a comedian when im down, bringing me back to reality i'm flying and irrational..."

:)

Today I feel so fake, pfffff.

keywords to remind myself of today: 70 and cake.

Awaiting to see this with my own eyes!!!!!!
Oct, please come now!!!!!1

Krabi, Batam, Bangkok, Montigo and Taiwan - I sure am a happy person this year :)

Looking forward to next year!

Stumbled upon the following, on one of the few blogs that I'm still reading... so much truth in it. Yes/no?

"One day, whether you
are 14,
28
or 65

you will stumble upon
someone who will start
a fire in you that cannot die.

However, the saddest,
most awful truth
you will ever come to find––

is they are not always
with whom we spend our lives."

"Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me, so I knew what Augustus was doing. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a Sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile." 

-- John Green