Life is such a joke.
Yes, I was disappointed cause I was so sure I can get it. Alas, it was gone; merely hours before my turn.

没缘就忘了吧。Apparently 没鱼虾也好 cannot be applied to everything haha...
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Slightly more than a month later, I flipped the decision that was handed to me on a plate (and semi-forced down) lol.
Though shaken but things are back to square 1; at least on the surface. However, it just made me realized why I was sort of swayed in the first place. People managing you does play a big part. Every now and then give stun and prata to see and eat :)

Oh, something else happened late last month and it's gonna be another big decision that I've to make. How can people be so sure? I feel like I am always in doubt of myself.

Too much what ifs. Too much doubts, too little faith... in myself.

I am back! Realized the older I get, the lesser I post things about myself/what's happening to/around me online.

Many a time, nothing much excites me. Jaded liao. I made a decision last year and something flipped and it is gonna steer my next 2 years in another direction. Good luck to myself! 是我优柔寡断 or I simply don't have a mind of my own?

钱真难赚! When no choice is exactly given and seeking for your opinions is just for 问问而已~

Why is it that when you know it's wrong, you still plunge in and do it anyway?
Humans. Crazy crazy human.

Seoul exciting, here I come!
After much hesitation, I guess it is really... JUST DO IT!

But before that, looking forward to my mini break, less than 2 weeks to go!

And then after that, Heaven of all Heavens...

Please be good and don't disappoint~~~~~

If you can't even reach at 5.30pm, please do not ask everyone else to meet at 5pm.
Many times bitten but I never learn my lesson.
For the remaining months in 2016 and thereafter, I will not waste my life waiting for other people.

If you don't respect my time, don't expect me to respect you.

What happens when you lost the passion?
I think I need to go and do some searching...

Hello, and goodbye.
Doing things at my own pace, staying in (to just watch tv lol) and making last minute changes. All these are not quite possible if travelling with another pax.
Of cause nothing is 100% perfect, but it is good enough for me at that point of time.

Even though there are people who told me it's quite wasted (when I didn't do some of the things, go some of the places or eat some of the food); I don't go overseas and try to do 1001 things and tire myself out at the end of the day.
I need to remind myself that words can only affect me when I allow it to.

A good break, time to plan for the next one.
:)

不要什么都是说为了我好，给我的；因为你从来没有问过我到底要什么。
你给的， 都是你自己认为是对我好的。

More than often, people tend to take another person for granted, e.g.: that person will settle everything... that person will go talk and arrange everything nicely... that person will usually lend money if you ask... that person don't quite mind if you take albeit long to return the money, that person will understand... that person will this, that person will that.
Yes, that person is me, and I fully understand that I am the sole reason for why all these are happening - because I allow all that to happen. Brb while I go stab my own thigh.

I think I have done enough. I wanna say goodbye and take a break.

Doing some research for the TW trip AND I CAN'T WAIT!!!

Feeling little bubbles of excitement when I was looking through other people's itinerary hahah. LEGGO!

And in the end 我们比陌生人还陌生...

Goodbye.

Holding this little bundle of joy... makes one feel at ease :)

Thank you for coming into this world. It might not be a prefect world, but we all hope you will see beauty in all imperfections.
Hugs and kisses from all those who already love you lots, even before you're out. ♡

Need to have better control of my own emotions.

They say - when you set your heart to do something, it will eventually work out.
And yes, I did it! :)
Booked my flight to TW a few weeks back; approximately 7 more months to go! Feeling excited already :D

Don't love blindly, don't hate blindly.

As the years go by, you realize that what you reap will never be equal to what you sow. Never.

a screaming competition every single night.

throwing back to 16 Jan, happy 3rd year to myself in my current workplace :)

Sail on xy!