after visiting ms. peh yesterday, went out with syahida & syidah.
and syidah mention that she wanted a dress, i mention that i wish that monday would never come.
and i asked syahida what she wish for?
she simply replied,
"i wish to spend time with my friends!"
and then she hooked her arms around our shoulders.

humans are always in search for their so-called happiness,
in terms of material, wealth & fame.
but somehow, the simplest form of happiness is all around us...
but all of us just cant see it, as the society had brainwashed all of us...

so... what's your defination of "happiness"?

*****
went to visit some elders in chinatown tgt with fat4 & chups's godparents!
those elders are like so happy to see people paying them a visit lor!
and some of them are like so cute!!!
it's simply so heartwarming to see them smile =)

after the visiting, we went back to tm.
AND EAT!
bth! we ate like alot of things!!!
hahahaha but most unforgettable is...
ALL THE DESSERTS!

waaahhhhh super de-li-cious!

thanks fat4 for the meaningful & fun dayyyyyy! *yay*

*****
thanks sya, syidah & liang neng =)
for ur encouragement!

thanks girls, for standing by me & giving me all the support.
im missing you all now liao lor!!! ;(
pls let the week pass faster so we can meet up again!!

tat incident is rather hard to forget, but i will try to pick myself up asap.
got bad impression/阴影 liao.
rather afraid to work in office/bank again..
HAHHAHA.

*****
rather emotional lately..
carrot's going to NS soon..
booooooooooooooooooo.
thanks for ur blessing u idiot.
hope u shun shun li li in army, got alot of buddies buddies.
will miss u very much ;(

went to visit Ms. Peh today.
her condition was rather bad and I was really shocked to see her in this state.
she was crying in pain when we went up to her room to visit her.
her arms and legs are all swollen and she is in great pain.
heartbreaking
all of us were taken aback, and none of us could utter a word.
Ms. Peh could hardly hold a conversation, but still she thanks us for paying her a visit.

her sister told us that these 2 days her condition is getting from bad to worse.
all of us.. just couldn't utter a single word.
we were all too taken aback...

Ms. Peh was our sec3 emaths teacher,
i wasn't really close to her...
and, the deepest memory of her in my mind was the time when she had a talk with me regarding my maths result.
and that was the only time when i actually cried in front of a teacher/in school.

at that point of time, i rather dislike her.
as i felt that she was pin-pointing at me.
however, after i graduated and as time goes by, i started to think that the only reason she bothers to sit down and talk to me is because SHE CARES FOR HER STUDENTS.

no one would deny she's a great teacher...
one who cares and shower her students with love, care & concern.
one who is approachable and always willing to lend a helping hand.

seeing her crying in pain is just so unbearable.
it makes me feel very guilty.
guilty for actually disliking her.
i'm sorry...


please bless her, free her from her pain. please don't torture her in this way..

*****
am feeling a lil down.. a lil blue after yesterday's incident.
i wish i could pick myself up fast and regain that kind of enthu & feel HOPEFUL again.
but i guess i just cant do it.
feeling rather useless. cause i wish to give up.

was invited to gina's family bbq(celebrating mother's day & gina father bdae)! ^^
bought carnations for gina's dearest mom!

happy mother's day! :)
to bao ma, ah rose, gina mummy & MY MOM!
*loves*

had all the great food over there! u name it, we got it!
hotdogs, stingray, prawns, chix wings, pork chops, sotongs, corns, tapioca.. EVERYTHING MAN! everything was oh-so-delicious
and OF COURSE MUST THANKS UNCLE!
cos we just sit there AND EAT AND EAT AND EAT!
thx uncle/du wang arrrrrrrr!!!

had a wonderful night once again with the girls!
we just kept eating and talking and laughing LOUDLY and NONSTOP!
thankssssssss!!! *muacks*

really need to thanks uncle & aunty!!!!!!
gina's family is always so good, always inviting us to their bbq & other events (like cny!!)!
and we ALWAYS go gina's house and eat alot.. HAHHAA
THANKS UNCLE, AUNTY!

thanks girls!
will miss u all alot when work start again! ;)

& oh ya!
chups wore the earrings we bought for her!
REALLY SHINYYYYYYY ;)
glad u finally wear ar! no more collection collection!!

AND OF COURSE...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YULAN! :D