Stumbled upon the following, on one of the few blogs that I'm still reading... so much truth in it. Yes/no?

"One day, whether you
are 14,
28
or 65

you will stumble upon
someone who will start
a fire in you that cannot die.

However, the saddest,
most awful truth
you will ever come to find––

is they are not always
with whom we spend our lives."

"Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me, so I knew what Augustus was doing. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a Sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile." 

-- John Green

累了的时候， 应该停下来歇一歇；还是应该继续向前冲？

Today I feel sad, tired, frustrated and all the negative emotions jumbled up together. I wish to vent it out, but all these feelings are just stuck here.

Then, I realized 有很多话我说不出口.

Sigh. Today's goodbye was the toughest. I feel so sad, so so sad... I didn't expect it to hit me this hard. Things will be different for sure. We can only hope for the best.