.

2012-01-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

i thought it was alright to have some small expectations, but i guess it's not after all.not at all. the smallest expectation can lead to the biggest disappointment.

2012-01-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

you want so many things in life. freedom, happiness, his attention, his time, money, comfort zone, your bed, his affection, enjoying your job, more time and hundreds, thousand and million other things.i think i should focus more on the fact that i have had these certain things than sulking over the loss of it.i still hate it when we say goodbye. i hate the fact that we are going to see each

2011-12-09T11:50:00.001+08:00

can't remember how does it feel like to be happy anymore.i feel like i am constantly giving out negative vibes and i feel angry at myself.

2011-11-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

feel so small yet feel like im the biggest joke ever.

2011-11-23T23:46:00.005+08:00

i hate growing up. i hate responsibilities, acting like an adult, being mature, doing adult-ish things, saying adult-ish things. i hate losing the fun vibes, hate having to be serious, attend meetings, people judging you, me judging people, the way people look at you when you say something that is not considered as adult-ish or not having a mature thinking or not having BIG goals in life.i hate

2011-11-19T18:58:00.000+08:00

I wanna bring my skates out for a breathing session, you wanna join? :)

2011-11-17T12:57:00.003+08:00

Amazing I'm back!Once again, Nov is the month for some night-time activities, we Butter-ed and got squashed by tones of people, hopped away to others.. all is fun, all is fun :)Amazed by ShuffleLike RokStar and that girl! *thumbs up!!*and for my 18th birthday, i'm a proud owner of this sexy piano black polaroid camera :) ♥♥♥I LOVE ITTTTTTTT!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!! ♥♥♥backtracking abit.. it's

2011-11-13T13:33:00.002+08:00

thank you for those words, i will totally and absolutely wash my hands off that place.if you don't want see me there again, then same goes to you :)bitter bitter woman..

2011-11-08T10:39:00.002+08:00

2 years and back to where i was, but no regrets.now i will suit up and charge forward!happy starting of november :)thank you for the new toy! no excuses of you not wanted to take photos with me anymore :pi love you ♥

2011-10-09T00:22:00.001+08:00

decision made, letter thrown in!

2011-09-22T01:05:00.001+08:00

empty, lost, sad, disappointed, angry, guilt, tired, stressed, frustrated - all mashed up.

2011-08-18T10:32:00.000+08:00

every week got issues, i feel like a fucking idiot.

2011-08-18T00:36:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wish you could give me some support too..

2011-08-11T10:25:00.002+08:00

BYE BYE REST OF THE MONTHS, HELLO AUGUST!time flies, no special emotions cause it's august, but yes emotions cause we're 4 months away from next year (WHAT?!) Same old same old in my life with shocking news here and there..Ikea-ed and got myself a new table, chair and mirror! 'liang zai' (eh hahahah, as claimed by my mom) gave my lappy new life and now it's W-7 (yay!) on the way to clearing some

2011-07-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

happy first to us <3I said "let's watch 'hot tub time machine' again, to celebrate what happened a year ago!", and you laughed <3

2011-04-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

Now let's see who is doing exactly what he/she said to me last year. I should have known better; this is not the first time either. But if you can't practice what you preach, don't use the guilt tactic on me.So much for saying I've changed.. this and that.. ain't you the same too? :)

2011-04-18T11:33:00.000+08:00

Anyone home?

2011-03-28T00:43:00.005+08:00

No longer the same as yesterday.

2011-03-09T15:14:00.001+08:00

Love-hate relationship with my job. What's new?

2011-02-23T00:50:00.003+08:00

what more can I ask for - when you are the one who make my everyday a whole lot better, makes me laugh and make me feel like every date is our first date? ♥

2011-02-14T20:57:00.007+08:00

bao's sms, which i think funny!!!!“情人节到了！我在想，女人天生喜欢什么花? 玫瑰花，百合花，胡姬花，牡丹花，大红花，都是错。。。答案是。。。有钱花，尽量花，乱乱花，拼命花。。。但女人不喜欢的花是。。她的男人，口花花，心花花。。祝情人节快乐！”

2011-02-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

you put in 101% of your effort, hoping to ensure that everything runs smoothly with no hiccups along the way. obviously this is not a one man show and requires teamwork - however your other teammates does not think the same way as you do.bo chup attitude, cause once the day is over, to them, their job is done. tomorrow you work ah? your business lor. i'm not working, so you clean up the shit i

2011-02-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

the day when you realize that the world does not only evolve around you - that's the day the world will become a better place.you're just fucking selfish. in every single way.

2011-01-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

hate the rain, it always spoil whatever plans we have..

2011-01-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

Threw away TONS of things today,so much so that I feel like throwing myself into the bin too.

2011-01-14T00:50:00.001+08:00

WE'RE GOING XIAOLONGBAO!Full attendance somemore! (Y)

2011-01-10T01:23:00.002+08:00

'cause you got me crying,you got me sad,you got me thinking about all those words you said.it's a super duper rollercoaster ride tonight. you're someone too important, really.don't ever say those words again.i hope you sees it from my point of view. please don't let anything change..

2010-12-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

Awesome amazing morning ♥Laughed over nonsensical stuffs, cute doggie Miko, hot weather, good lunch @ Aston.Drenched in the rain, seeking shelter in the people-less bus stop, hiding behind the glass panels to avoid the rain, flooded shoes that squeaks, do funny things, laugh laugh laugh - fun (:Your 10-hooks 'fish net' which caught a 'big black fish', me trying to start your bike - 'ask me to

2010-11-11T01:08:00.005+08:00

HELLO BLOGGER!Anyone still seriously reading this space?! hahahNovember have been a super eventful month so far.. and it's only the 11th!Butter-ed : high, enjoyed, had fun, cam-whored, crazy fun, danced & jumped. then prata-ed & harry-portered with you. All in a night and morning and back to work in the afternoon till night.1am, awesome ambience at roof garden, drizzling rain, umbrella, 'The

2010-10-20T00:48:00.005+08:00

Bad bad bad bad bad day. Feel sucky, angry and all sorts of negative emotions.But having you coming down and sending me back - makes me feel so so so much better.Thank you ♥Still, life sucks at time. I'm tired; pretending drains your energy, and so does cleaning up other people's shit.But the harder you people throw me, the higher I rebound.With every defeat, the stronger I become.

2010-09-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

You make my night!Lotsa of laughing gas, silly nonsense, airplane's light which you thought was the tiptop of a tower (haha), whispering (me three) at the "creepy place", eating melted (and bended) TimeOut & laughing and laughing.Thank You ♥

2010-09-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

Fully, totally abandon my poor blog!I need to update like soon, real soon!The past few months just whizzed past like that, and here we are - September!S is going to London soon! *whines*2 FAT WEEKS! Sigh, hopefully I'm still alive by the time she comes back! The whole place is so gonna be boring, especially when D go on her leave too!Or rather, I will become a superduper boring person at work ):I

2010-08-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

Big mistake, big big mistake yesterday.Sorry );

2010-08-22T01:51:00.002+08:00

21082010; 1800hours4 months ago, we sent our tiny petite one to embark on her journey to Shanghai!On 15Aug, we picked her up from the airport, welcomed her with our special banners (haha)& today, we finally have a proper meetup!Laughters, nonsenses, updating each other & having good food!I LOVE FAT4!!!!!!! ♥BIG BIG HUGS TO MY GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-17T11:02:00.002+08:00

Happy one year to myself!It have been an amazing year & I would like to thanks all those who make work bearable & enjoyable! And all those sickening people who taught me to never be like them - thank you too!

2010-08-13T14:47:00.001+08:00

Please don't play around with me.

2010-08-10T12:39:00.002+08:00

Why am I feeling this way?I feel that there's something different after whatever had happened.I don't wanna feel this way, but whatever you're doing - make me doubt myself.

2010-07-26T23:12:00.001+08:00

I GOT MY PAIR OF BLADES!WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO! ♥

2010-07-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

The day we took a big leap ♥Hot tub time machine is crap! the crazies drove us crazy hahah

2010-07-14T00:55:00.006+08:00

We swing ourselves silly tonight! And it feels so comfortable resting against you.Just can't stay pissed at you for long.On a sidenote, Despicable Me is TOTALLY AWESSSOOOMEEE ♥ (fluffy fluffy!!)

2010-07-10T23:20:00.005+08:00

Confused, disappointment, frustration.Why can't you speak the truth/your mind.I can't fucking mind read and I don't know what you want.Don't keep me hanging. Sometimes I feel that I don't know you at all.You don't have to hide, if there's nothing wrong.Sigh, I wanna let go of everything.I bet if I look at this post few months down the road, I polly forget what triggers me to write the above.My

2010-06-25T22:00:00.004+08:00

T is leaving, for real.There's this dull ache, unspeakable feeling when he confirm the news.Why oh why? But for sure, he have all our blessings - just that I can't stomach the truth that he's really leaving ):Will the other strings snap too, soon?

2010-06-15T02:28:00.003+08:00

1810, laughing at your broken ironing board1815, PONCHO = BAMBOO STICK!! (will remember this for life!)1830, 你们是同学阿?2145, KARATE KID! HAI~~YAH! (totally awesome, like "good-ed luck-ge" *wave fist*)0130, mac@roof garden0220, you dancing silly@carpark(:As for what you said, I heard it, but sometimes I can be a idiot and choose to appear as if I don't care. But I heard it - loud and clear.

2010-06-01T01:59:00.004+08:00

(un)HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS KIDDIES.I've SOOOOOOO many back-dated entries.. Universal studios (still rocking my socks sometimes!), blading/cycling session etcetcetc.TIME TO NOT GET LAZY AND UPDATE (on my off day I hope.. HAHA!)UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE. FOR MEMORY SAKE BEFORE MY MEMORY FAILS ME.

2010-05-26T23:09:00.003+08:00

Blue blue room, watching Ip Man with super soft volume, your personal transportation (kick-scooter), the homely you =)Ikea, meatball-ed, roaming around doing nonsense, digging the hippo's nostrils, etc!I had so much fun again today, my cheeks are tired from all the laughing! ♥It doesn't matter if we end up anywhere eventually, at least I know I always have fun with you around (:

2010-05-22T02:35:00.002+08:00

Surprise & impromptu supper tonight!You make me do all these crazy stuffs w u (:But thanks for calling me along, that's really a pleasant surprise!See you again in a few hrs time, nights..

2010-05-20T23:03:00.005+08:00

I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH YOU TODAY! (:Laughing over my sms mistakes/random silly mistakes, talking about the different testers, growling over food, sitting in a non-aircon bus!, sitting/standing, you catching the flu bug suddenly, the "see a hole in your palm" trick (hahahah), the 7-11 ice lemon tea incident, you almost banging into the pillar (HAHA love ur reaction), yoga men, people watching etc

2010-05-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

Tell me that I wasn't been silly/crazy tonight.Waited, went all the way and sent me back.Thanks for the ride! You always make me smile (:

2010-05-12T12:39:00.003+08:00

Yet again, we're half way into 2010 and I'M SIX YEARS INTO BLOGGING!Holly molly, how time flies..

2010-05-10T00:01:00.001+08:00

SO TRUE.So, do you think I'm crazy at times?

2010-05-08T11:28:00.001+08:00

Feel like I've been ran over by a truck thrice. Make that five times.

2010-05-01T02:50:00.005+08:00

LOST BUMP, FIND BUMP!Mr. Bump is MISSING.Not sure why he went missing, maybe he got sick and tired of people squashing him under their (smelly) armpits..PLEASE FIND HIM BACK, my dear friend is going bonkers..Reward: A lifetime of good karma ♥

2010-04-30T01:21:00.002+08:00

I belong to myself.

2010-04-23T00:51:00.003+08:00

♥My pillars of strength (:22042010; 0600hoursThe tiny petite one - Lynnster embark on her 4 months journey to Shanghai!4 months ain't going to be long, but I'm missing her already ):*HUGS*

2010-04-21T01:05:00.006+08:00

I need a direction. Tell me where should I go from here.

2010-04-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

how sweet can you be (:

2010-04-10T14:45:00.005+08:00

The weather is making me lazy and I love this feeling of not working on the weekends :)Can't wait to see my FAT4 later, it have been so long ♥And you, I just can't get enough of you.You make me wanna hang out with you the whole day long, laugh at every single thing and have random conversations with you in Cantonese.But I know you belong somewhere else.

2010-04-07T12:23:00.003+08:00

Some kind of awesomeness.You never know how fun some people are, till you hang out with them.And I'm so glad I did that :)I've been basking in Happiness and Fun for the past few months, and I'm going to savour every single moment!!!!Send some love to the people around you!I'm loving every single one of you guys out there, NOW!! ♥♥

2010-04-01T11:21:00.003+08:00

The blading/cycling outing @ ECP was a success! Or so I thought, cause I really had fun yesterday :)Thanks guys, sometimes I wonder if I did a lot of good deeds in my previous life - otherwise how come I'm surrounded with awesome people like all of you?!?!?!My love goes out to Sofia, Jasmine, Debbie, WallyWalton, Anna, Khairi, Natasha, Jolene & Wei Shan ♥♥♥March had been a awesome month, and

2010-03-27T01:13:00.002+08:00

Universal Studio STILL ROCKING MY SOCKS!!!LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!MORE COMING UP, the photos are comingggg!!Tonight's dinner @ Simpang B. was Awesome with a capital A!Those who turned up are the ultimate awesome ones - syidah, ridz, riaz, kk & eddy.So long guys.. more to come ♥

2010-03-23T22:20:00.003+08:00

Officially loving Universal Studio!Today deserve a whole frigging long entry to itself, which I will do once I GET HOLD OF THE PICS.Love ya guys, totally rocks my socks <3(Love you too King Julien!)

2010-03-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

wtf are you angry at?! crazy bugger. you make this space impossible to live in.

2010-03-19T00:48:00.001+08:00

I spent all my time, waiting for all the wrong people.

2010-03-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

Be anything, but still does not fit in, to anywhere.Nowhere.

2010-02-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

It's so easy to say/do things which you will instantly regret.Sometimes I feel like a hypocrite and my mouth just shoot out things without thinking.This year, I will THINK before I speak, avoid gossiping, practice ACTIVE LISTENING, talk less and be a likable person.

2010-02-25T23:48:00.004+08:00

"Just because somebody flirts with you doesn’t mean they like you.Just because somebody likes you doesn’t mean they want to go out with you.Just because somebody goes out with you doesn’t mean they love you.Just because somebody loves you doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.Because people lie and things change, boyfriends cheat, best friends leave and there are always those people that would kill

2010-02-25T23:16:00.003+08:00

Well, I've lost count of the missing entries that I'm 'suppose' to blog about.But nevertheless, I still remember this blog.Tuesday (23/02) was THE BOWLING NIGHT.Awesome.. you guys ARE SIMPLY AWESOME, with CAPS LOCK ALL THE WAY.The craziness, team spirit and what nots. 50 thumbs up! MORE TO COME OK PEOPLE!S, you look A+++ when you bowl!! CHARMING!Beside that, talk to me la!!!!!!!!!SO FAR SO GOOD,

2010-02-22T11:53:00.001+08:00

我不要做跟屁虫

2010-02-17T23:06:00.001+08:00

Someone told me to get a life today, sigh.AIM FOR THIS YEAR: GET A LIFE.

2010-02-17T00:54:00.001+08:00

Logan Lerman, why are you so handsome!!!!! ♥

2010-02-11T00:25:00.001+08:00

You think you know?TRY AGAIN.

2010-02-07T21:19:00.004+08:00

Why must I always be the one who's cleaning up all the f-up shit you made?WHY AM I SHOULDERING YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES?!Sigh, JUST MY LUCK.But kids, YOU ALL MADE MY NIGHT.SO CUTE LAH!!!!! I just wanna kidnap all of you <3Feel like getting a tumblr

2010-01-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW WILL BE IS A GOOD DAYTOMORROW IS A GOOD DAYTOMORROW IS A GOOD DAYTOMORROW IS A GOOD DAYTOMORROW IS A GOOD DAYTOMORROW IS A GOOD DAYTOMORROW IS A GOOD DAYYES, TOMORROW IS A GOOD DAY.

2010-01-26T03:17:00.001+08:00

Isn't that always the case?

2010-01-15T11:47:00.004+08:00

Can't wait to catch the following movies:x The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassusx Percy Jackson & the Olympians: Lightning Thiefx Valentine's Dayx New York I Love You(ANYONE?!!?!?!)That aside, I will be seeing FAT1/2/3 at least 4 times next week, MY MOTIVATION!Plus, need to blog real soon, I think I haven blog about Christmas 2008? HAHAH SLAP ME PLSBack in Nov 09, a handful of people left, barely 2

2010-01-10T23:08:00.004+08:00

Utterly disappointed in humans today.You wanted to TAKE A LOOK at my phone, and by letting you do so, doesn't means you can also take a look at my personal sms and stuffs. BUGGER.Who the hell you think you are?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!I barely know you, stop acting like everyone is your friend.AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!I'm feeling so pek cek today, I need to go and sleep away my anger and pekcek-ness.

2010-01-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

Not angry, just (very) disappointed.I feel like I am been taken for granted all along.I don't need a friend like you, who only know how to look for me when you're in need.

2010-01-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

Go fish in the fishpond!Do you have Deepsea Ang-ge-lei?!I got Deepsea Ang-ge-lei, you want?DEEPSEA ANG-GE-LEI!!!!!!!!Can one of you please pick up the phone?Coco-nuts-milk.We laugh over the smallest things, WE ARE AWESOME.

2009-12-31T02:47:00.004+08:00

Can't believe that the very last day of 2009 is HERE!All in all, this year had been great, a little bumpy along the way, but like the saying goes - what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, right!Made some decisions and was been questioned and doubted by many, it was polly the lowest point of my life (at that moment) cause I seriously felt that no one understand what was I going through, and all

2009-12-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN THIS DECEMBER!AWESOME MONTH!Must. upload. photos.

2009-12-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

Need Mama Odie.

2009-12-12T23:46:00.003+08:00

I got my first cash-out from Nuffnang!Not a big amount, but it's something that I earn through my blog, BEAT THAT!GOOOOOOOOO NUFFNANG!Amy's last night was a blast, Sofia and me had a great time gate-crashing every single photo we can, HAHA! Bye Amy for now, we will miss you :)Santa Boon appears tonight and the kids were soooo excited!Butterscotch candycane, mmmm yummy!I had so much fun tonight -

2009-12-05T00:24:00.004+08:00

Bye November... AND HELLO DECEMBER!!!You know Dec is here, when it keep raining and raining and raining!I still remember how we used to have BBQ during Christmas :>Just a post to remind myself that I'm still alive and I'm still blogging!November was a month of FUN (with all the meetups/random outings with FAT4 and experiencing some new stuffs/going to places), getting nice nails and some other

2009-11-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

Why is everyone leaving?

2009-11-15T00:53:00.001+08:00

here we go, BBQ!

2009-11-10T09:20:00.003+08:00

I NEED SOME FUN IN MY LIFE!!!Utterly disappointed in myself for neglecting my blog/been so lazy.But what to do, I haven't been having fun for the longest time ever, and yet before anyone of us realized, 09 is actually nearing it's end already.不可以!!! Need to have 1 major FAT4 event/gathering before the closing of 2009!IT'S GONNA BE CHRISTMAS TIME AGAIN!!!We used to have so much fun, once again

2009-10-25T00:12:00.001+08:00

cause I had a bad day :(damn clumsy these days, can't stand it!!!

2009-10-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!!!!!!!月饼大过小女孩！HAHAHA!!!!I need a new purse badly!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAH!

2009-10-01T20:14:00.002+08:00

SUPPPPPPER BUSY DAY. BUT I HAD FUN!Maybe except for a handful of little devils and people who forget to bring along their brain/manners when they leave their house?I WANT STAY YOUNG FOREVERRRRRRR!!!Happy C day kids, hope we bring some joy and smiles into your life today :)I so need to update about Gina's birthday celebration!!SOON I PROMISE! I'm so busy, up till my eyeballs!!!!

2009-09-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

Super sweeeeeet! something different and refreshing :>

2009-09-06T22:41:00.010+08:00

Gina,Hope you still love our idiotic faces HAHA!And stop selling your spects! BAO IS THE PRO-EST!More updates, after Gina send me those pics in her camera (which might take ....)HAHAH!Love every single one of you out there ♥

2009-09-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

Most of the times, I feel like I'm dreaming of/hoping for all the wrong things.But then again, what's right and what's wrong?

2009-08-30T12:46:00.001+08:00

no one should work on a rainy Sunday

2009-08-20T09:54:00.001+08:00

Never felt so lost before.

2009-08-14T19:25:00.002+08:00

Always easier to say than to do something, I'm already missing them already.But I've to succumb to this sick reality.Like what Lynn said, be there with an open heart; yes I will :>Remember me please, pleaseeeeeeee.

2009-08-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

This space is getting insanely dead/boring. So am I.Yes/No?Life is a guessing game, and I always get the big fat F.Enough of your dirty tricks, my dearest over-imaginative brain.That aside, unexpected fireworks = GOOD LUCK.I CAN SENSE IT.

2009-07-17T00:45:00.006+08:00

AWESOME STUFFS.Someone please throw a few cartons overrrrrrrrrr!!!!Best ever, I'm seriously!

2009-07-01T02:08:00.003+08:00

Was chit-chatting, and realized that we are such sad people -trapped in our tiny comfort zone and have unknowingly turn selectively-mute to people.Things around us just whizzed past, and we're still, still trapped here.Rarely talk about such stuffs, but night like these make people think.

2009-06-22T00:05:00.010+08:00

UPDATED!!!!(HUMONGOUS pics!!!!!!!!)*weeeeeee*Jason's FINALLY back in SG, since we bid goodbye 2 years ago!Though he's only back for less than a week, and we only meet up 1 day before he flies off - but it's the quality that matters right?!Hope you enjoyed the day with us, JASON!!!!!And so, we're off to Kbox at MS on a cozy Sunday afternoon :)Matt and Jason ARE SO TALL! It's either our bones

2009-06-17T22:33:00.001+08:00

Broke my slipper,broke my water bottle.What's next?!!!!!?!?!?!Jason's finally back in SG TODAYYYY!*wavesssss*